too deep for tears
There are times when I miss my brothers with a feeling that is so strong that I think I will fracture. Something about a common childhood or genes or the witnesses to my life ...............Today is such a day, today I miss both Oliver and Hein. This is Hein in the garden of Schloss Belvedere in Weimar, shot through a beautiful wrought iron gate, obviously with our inherited lower back problems. There is so much distance between us and the world we all inhabited together is gone.
The quote is from Wordsworth's "Intimations of Immortality from recollections of early Childhood" and is a treasure trove of quotes that really plumb the heart