or in this case, a monument. i had to bury 2 baby birds (they couldn't even open their eyes!!!) and then i had to watch the other one twitch and stuff....it was alive but i didn't know what to do! i was crying so hard, i almost vomited, i hate death and i didn't know what to do and i felt so helpless.
i put it back in the nest.
i pray it survives. or something.
i don't think it will.
oh god.
there is more life than death.