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fireburning on stomach |
Every Chinese Doctor I have been to says
that I have cold energy in my stomach.
So I am always willing to try anything
to get rid of this cold energy. Rather
than living a healthy life of constant
physical activity, restricted computer
use, and all the other modern things
that we do to make us unbalanced
creatures - I chose to put myself
through ancient practices - like STOMACH
FIREBURNING or MOXA (mugwart)
steaming!!!!
So the philosophy behind fireburning is
that the fire's heat will warm up your
stomach - it will start moving the cold
energy out and help you restore your yin
energy. After 5 times of lighting a fire
and putting the fire out on my stomach -
I felt so wonderful. In between each
fireburning, the doctor massaged my
stomach - it's the best feeling in the
world. It felt as if he was caressing
every part of my large and small
intestinal track and giving it lots of
love and care. And the best part is that
in the end- when the fire burning is
done correctly - he takes off the saran
wrap, medicine cloth, and starts Doggy
Paddling down from the top of my stomach
to the very bottom of my intestines -
you can HEAR A RIVER of activity going
on inside! it's totalllly FREAKY - I
could hear a river gurgling - as if he
was totally giving me a full plumbing
system overhaul!
he said that when performed with the
right type of fire shapes, the doggy
paddling takes all the released coldness
and moves it out.
the whole entire time I focused on
using qi gong breathing techniques -
because I am super sensitive to energy I
could feel the cold air flowing out of
the bottom of my feet.
But then for a few min before or after
the process - sometimes I feel that I am
inadequate as a human being when I do
these things because it reminds me of
how out of touch I am with my body, the
earth, and the stars. So going to the
Chinese doctor for me is like a form of
rebirth and a bit of self-punishment
(for not being healthy when I am living
in the states). But then I think - is it
only when I travel - when I'm farthest
away from everything and everyone that I
intimately know - is that the only time
I feel that I can take care of myself
without feeling guilty? Is it only when
I am unreachable that I recover from
everyday life in the states - when my
family stuff is so far away that it is
absolutely out of my control? Then I
start thinking that's stupid tricia -
peace is where you are - but sometimes I
feel that the only way to really extract
myself out of my own life is to leave
the country and cross an ocean away. I
wonder if this is a pattern of modern
life now - middle class people
overworking and then leaving for a few
months every year or few years to
prevent burn out and just to re-balance.
It certainly has become a pattern in my
life - is the amount of traveling we do
equivalent to the amount of stress we
have at home? sometimes I think so...
well anyways this is seriously the best
form of self-punishment - when the
doctor tells me that my yin-yang isn't
balanced - it actually makes me really
excited to become more balanced again. I
am always excited for them to say -
"ok here your energy is blocked, so
that's why your hair is turning white or
that's why your bowel movements aren't
regular." When they tell me how
unbalanced I am, I start thinking about
how I can take better care of myself.
AFter fireburning, the doctor told me
of all the herbs and foods that I should
eat to heal my body. for example, I need
to eat more lemon peels. This time the
doctor told me that my health was pretty
good, but my back and neck is messed up
from years of sitting in front of a
computer. Plus I haven't been meditating
or dancing as much lately :(
So I love this herbal/ancient practice
- only in china...only in china. In
India I tried going to the medicinal
doctor - I actually went to 3 of them
because I really wanted to give it a
chance - well each on told me that I was
too much of a "pita" and they
threw my naked body on a slap of hard
wood and started dumping herbal oil on
me and then the woman rubbed the oil on
me forcing my bones into the wood table
and I slid around like a dead fish - I
tried to grab onto the wood but it was
impossible! - may sound wonderful-(hmm
hands + oil) BUT NOT!!!!!! it was
painful and the worst part was that I
didn't feel more balanced afterwards.
SO I've decided China is the place for
me to go for medicinal care.
oh and here's another fire-like
treatment called Heat Moxa
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items are from 03 Aug 2009.