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this isn't cool, this doesn't make me proud (i'm a thirty-six year-old mother, not a goth teenager) - it's one of the symptoms of my illness. how does one explain to people that hurting one's self brings relief? it's stupid. it doesn't make any sense. the therapy and the drugs are helping, but it's a very, very long road and i'm only just beginning. i was born super-sensitive, and then i was abused and damaged. those are not excuses, they are explanations.... ...and starting-points.
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Stick with it, life can get better, and my
experience is that better is better.
Posted 31 months ago.
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Thanks, the other bruce - I didn't post this
in order to wallow in self pity or any of
that stuff, and I don't suffer from
depression - I do have hope. I suppose I've
posted it more as a marker or a message that
I'm better than this, and that anyone else
going through this also deserves to treat
themselves better. It's hard to think of that
in the moment, but I know that with
mindfulness and lots of practice it can be
done. :-)
Posted 31 months ago.
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Oh, yes...
If you recognizes... so you are better...
Posted 31 months ago.
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liliths_nymph [deleted] says:
i was born super-sensitive, and then i was
abused and damaged. those are not excuses,
they are explanations.
The overwhemingly loving and sensitive ones
are always the ones who suffer the most
damage. I suffer from mental illness myself
and have had many self-destructive
tendancies.
And yes. Hurting oneself in any form - be
it self-harm, anorexia etc - does bring
relief, however difficult it may be for
others to understand.
with much love,
xxx
Posted 28 months ago.
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What's most important, I've found, is having
a friend who'll understand.
I've a mate who used to hurt herself too, a
cutter, whereas I went down the 'blunt' route
(punching/kicking myself, banging head on
things, closing doors on fingers).
We serve a purpose for each other, I can
call her, and vice versa and just say "I
really want to hurt myself, right now, but I
know I shouldn't."
It's so great to have someone you can say
that to who'll understand and empathise
without dashing round to check you're not
ODing, or who'll try and convince you to get
therapy.
Woo, big comment, sorry, you opened
something in me.
Posted 28 months ago.
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Compelling beyond compelling!
Posted 25 months ago.
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it gets easier, I promise. I don't know yet
if it goes away, and there are always hard
days, but it gets easier.
Posted 25 months ago.
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Beautiful shot.
Best of luck to you.
Posted 20 months ago.
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I like the title. Wish I'd thought of that
earlier though, heh. Not trying it that is. I
think you are brave to put this up. I take
pics of my self injury as a therapeutic thing
for myself, but I'm too... afraid? ashamed?
... to something, to show any one. It might
be healing if I did though.
Posted 19 months ago.
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I suffer from the same syndrome, but I
stopped the therapy last year! I did not feel
better. I understand how you feel.
Posted 18 months ago.
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I would love to see this image in the pool
flickr.com/groups/ie2007_boundaries/
we're organizing a competition/exposition
about Boundaries and this...it's a really
interesting boundarie for me! Thank you in
advance!
Posted 17 months ago.
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I 'm delighted to invite you to Boundaries - INTERNATIONAL
EXPOSITION/CONTEST 2007
Boundaries as limit, as border, as
distinction line: a symbolical, cultural,
social and linguistic line, but also a space
for possible integration, a space that put in
communication two or more worlds, that put
into contact different cultures, or where
fights come out.
in the context of FOTOGRAFIA International
Festival of Rome (April/May 2007) :
BOUNDARIES
INTERNATIONAL EXPOSITION/CONTEST 2007
dedicated to all non-professional flickers
from all around the world.
Posted 15 months ago.
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*note : i've added this to the
ie2007_boundaries group not because i think
it's worthy or because i wish to promote
self-harm, but because i was twice invited,
for which i am grateful. grazie ! <3
Posted 15 months ago.
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--
Seen in a discussion of International
Exposition 2007: CONFINI / BOUNDARIES April
13th. (? )
Posted 13 months ago.
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it is a long road. they your gonna feel like
your traveling alone. but see it this way,
atleast you trying many havent started yet.
Posted 9 months ago.
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It isn't stupid, and for every 5 people who
don't understand, there is one that does! I
am one of the 1's! Be strong
Posted 8 months ago.
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im in the same situation, dont worry on what
you think, it helps you cope and deal with
issues.
Posted 7 months ago.
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The important thing is to know that there are
people who have been and still in the same
situation and you're not alone.
Keep going :)
Posted 4 months ago.
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