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(I used to express myself in music and words much more than pictures. I'm trying to reawaken that part of myself before it withers and dies. .....I'm pretty rusty.)

This will be the second time in three years that my hometown is wiped off the map. Before Oregon, Illinois, New Zealand, Colorado, I lived in Louisiana.

I was born in New Orleans.

It probably explains a lot about me, actually.

There's a part of me that's breaking now, seeing that the city is once more at the mercy of the gods.....and in the three years since Katrina, the Bush administration has refused to do anything to save New Orleans from another catastrophe. The levees are just as weak. The mistakes of the past are looming large and real.

People didn't have to die three years ago. A little planning and realism would have saved many lives. We could accept the past and learn from Katrina.....but we disrespect their memories so thoroughly that we forget they have died.

So here it is, ravaged by the weather again.....and I don't think it can bounce back again.

.....New Orleans is special. It has a culture of its own. ....What we're witnessing on some level is the death of a civilization.

And no one seems to care.

I'm so fucking angry at our government right now.

If you have anything to give right now, please help Red Cross prepare for the relief. 

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like_shipwrecks  Pro User  says:

That was beautiful. You're amazing. And I agree with you 100%. I'm from Mississippi, I was born there. I was devastated when I saw all the damage that Katrina did. My hometown is gone. I cried for days and I still get anxious and nervous seeing all these hurricanes and tropical storms popping up. It's sad that alot of people have seemed to forgotten it, or that they think its just magically all better now but it's not. It's not something I'll ever forget.
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SaylaMarz  Pro User  says:

Okay now that my sister and her boyfriend have gone to bed and it's not obnoxious for me to play this repeatedly to transcribe it, here's what I said:


I left her innocent to her parties and her beads, her broken dreams.
She bleeds.

I left her quietly in the hot sweltering heat on crocodile shores
and I ignored the shadows and the whores.

I left her lonely, with a flask in her back pocket, thinking,
Hey - that girl's got sass.
She could kick my ass if she wanted to.

I left her in a storm, with cake in her mouth and a baby in her teeth, and I said
Hey, that bitch is strong.
There is nothing else she needs.

But she bleeds.
And the mask slips from her face and she bleeds.
She bleeds, and her beads twist in the wind, and she -
She chokes and bleeds.

I heard the wind screaming and the rain pelting
And the sirens in the distance.
I smell violence and phosphor in the air, and I -
I close my door and count to ten.

I heard her cry for me and I thought
Maybe it's the storm or maybe gunshots in the street.
No good-time girl would be here now;
She won't come crawling back to me

And she bleeds,
In the gutter in the storm, and she bleeds.
And she falls, and the water rushes in, and she -
She chokes and screams.

And I don't love her anymore,
Her broken teeth and scars, her makeup runs, her lipstick smears.
And I think,
We should clean the neighborhood, get rid of trash like this.

And she bleeds
And I turn my back, and I close my door, and I think,
Nothing a little jazz and liquor couldn't cure.
And she bleeds, all alone out in the storm
And she-- .....

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Sweet~Vanilla  Pro User  says:

This is so amazing Brigid.

Your talent is limitless, the way you are able to really express your emotions is just so pure and raw.


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viva la vibs  Pro User  says:

Thank you for sharing this Brig.

I hate to see this happening again after so little has been done since the last time. Like you said with the planning and prevention, but also with so much more. The Bush administration claims that so many died because they refused to leave. Not once thinking about those who could in fact not manage to leave. It's about privilege. It's about privilege and power. It's about being able to afford a car to evacuate. Having the privilege to leave your whole life behind. Having the means necessary to survive.

Time after time, it's about our government being full of the classist, racist, and privileged. And something needs to be done about that.
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Faerie Girl  Pro User  says:

Oh.My.God.
This took my breath away.

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~* Ria  Pro User  says:

This is amazing Brigid. Your lyrics are really true and powerful. The Bush administration has been absolute wank from the beginning - people falling through societal cracks big as canyons. The hurricane couldn't be avoided but the social destruction could.
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Abzurdity  Pro User  says:

Wow. Amazing. Nothing else needs to be said.

I can't quite relate to you seeing your hometown being broken down. Having not been through it myself. But I can imagine and see the pain it causes. :(

You are amazing.
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Babywentbad says:

bridig your so awesome.

like so awesome.

like so so so awesome.
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Signe can be found here: flickr.com/lovesigne  Pro User  says:

wow, that was amazing!
<3
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Hillwalker-ca  Pro User  says:

Heart-felt, moving. Thank-you.
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Samfanel says:

Don't let your spirit down, rise on your feet, and talking stronger. Be one with te force and make hapend, remember the end is only to the begining to be more, more human.

may the power of the universe's spirit be with you.
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d.rex  Pro User  says:

Great stuff, B.
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Faerie Girl  Pro User  says:

Last night, out of nowhere, i was struck by what this sort of reminded me of when i heard it. It's vaguely reminiscent of the opening verses of "That Day" by Poe. Sort of stream of consciousness, talking, singing, with really strong lyrics.
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beccaplusmolly says:

wow. i wasn't expecting a song. that was incredible.
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[ aboring ]  Pro User  says:

very cool. sounds pretty good for being rusty. my guy is a native new orleanian. he is moving to CA on the 22nd. he is different than anyone I have ever met and my heart breaks for his hometown and i hope he can happily call southern california home.
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bonjourkitty44 says:

I can definitely hear Ani influences in your inflection.
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SaylaMarz  Pro User  says:

I love Poe so I'll take that as a compliment.

Yep. I've been meaning to get more into her stuff, but you know I love what I've heard from her. Anger definitely brings out the southern girl in me. In the morning I speak French; but when I'm tired or upset, I get a little Creole..
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Faerie Girl  Pro User  says:

Oh i totally meant it as one!
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cherriesjessilee  Pro User  says:

People like you who can write like that floor me. I cannot express myself with words for the life of me. You have a gift, Brigid :)

I've never been to New Orleans and it makes me sad that I will never get to see what it used to be before all this mess.
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The Lady Robin  Pro User  says:

I didn't know you were born in New Orleans. But birth only explains so much-one has to be raised here to really use it as an excuse. ;-) hehe

I'm a New Orleans lifer. Born and distilled on the mean streets of the "Big Easy". Katrina crushed the spirit of every New Orleanian as we banded together to cry as one. But we have risen and will continue to rise. We feared the worst with Gustav and only got a police state and power outages for days. The power has returned and yet the police state has stayed. The government is using this situation to try and take hold of a city that cannot be pinned down and people that cannot be stifled. Curfew is still in effect and the streets are still patrolled by hummers full of trigger-happy teenagers with semi-automatic rifles. There's no reason for all this extra "safety", except to try and keep us down when our hearts are the heaviest.

To those who want to visit: come here! We thrive on tourism and there is still plenty to see in the 3 year wake of Katrina. In fact, there is even more life and culture than before. There are more songs to be sung and stories to be heard as this disaster pulled on the heart strings of every person in the country. Your song is beautiful and real, Brigid. It is amazing how so many people can love this city so intensely, when they dont even live here. Come stay for a while, baby girl, you obviously know what it means to miss New Orleans.

Sorry this has been long, this is what I wrote just prior to Gustav:
www.flickr.com/photos/gentledisaster/28126055 29/in/photos...
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thisisrobert  Pro User  says:

I was in New Orleans three weeks before Katrina hit. I also had gone home by way of the Mississippi gulf coast and felt really sad when I saw what happened. I'm glad to see them rising like the proverbial phoenix and I agree that they will not be kept down. I was so relieved to hear Gustav only did minor damages to the area.

You did a nice song and poem here.

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Artificient says:

Are the lyrics your own original creation or have you heard them somewhere else before?
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Landersz  Pro User  says:

standing ovation for this one!!! clap clap clap!!!
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