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jonathan.

I'm in Georgia right now. in the mountains. and its very cold here. its so beautiful though.

thank you all who responded to my last post of questions. i read them all and they helped me and challenged me to form and know my own beliefs on these subjects. i guess sometimes we just need to open our minds to everything so that our own minds can be stretched to grasp the truth, and to be more understanding and acceptable to other's ideas and beliefs as well. so thank you all. so much.

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Uploaded on Nov 27, 2009

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it seems as though all i do now-a-days is change things
which isn't bad, its good. because sometimes we go through these times in our lives when everything shifts and shakes and breaks and molds into something new.

i am going to be doing some more changes as these next two months finish off the year. however, there are some things i need help with. i need input on. i need a source or a voice other than my own to help me decide on some things.
so please, if you can or want to or care to, could you answer these questions for me so that i can move forward yet again. i am just trying to form a distinction from the heavy influence of "christians should this, christians should that..." voice that is so freaking loud to the point where sometimes i think i miss hearing the gentle and loving voice of my creator...

1. (this may seem meaningless and silly to you, but its actually quite important to me) i am going to repaint my room and strip it of everything and start over.... i don't know what color to paint it.... what color do you feel when you see me?

2. i am going to be bringing some of my work to a record store downtown, to possibly display and sell in the shop, could you please choose three of your favorite photos in my stream that you would like to see hanging in a record store.

3. what do you believe the physical intimacy level should be in a relationship before marriage?

4. how are you influenced by the moral structure of our "Christian" nation?

5. why or why not do you believe in Christ?

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Uploaded on Nov 25, 2009

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in my dreams i'm dying all the time

i woke up this morning and realized everything. i can't believe i picked up that book this morning. i knew it would break my heart too look through those pages.

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Uploaded on Nov 25, 2009

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love is real, real is love

i'm still on a break. this is from last week.
i just finished another photoshoot today. i've been really busy with client photography, so much that i am neglecting my college work. not really a great thing, but then again, this is my only income right now. and also, the profession that i am heading towards...so. i dont know.

this break is really helping me to get stuff done though. i have to organize my life at the moment. i hope you all understand. i dont know why i feel this need to apologize to flickr about not doing my 365 for the past 5 days... but i do. and i am sorry. and i am sorry to myself, but i forgive myself too, because i understand...ha.
that was interesting.

i'm learning a lot about love lately. the depths and tangles of it all. its really much much more than i ever imagined. love for people. love for christ. love for a lover. its strange and simple and so complicated. its endless and yet contained inside of me. sometimes it burns and sometimes its clouded. its something i long to, but will never understand.

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Uploaded on Nov 23, 2009

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