i refuse. i refuse to let other people determine my happiness. i’m not going to sit and wait around for you for hours, i am going to go out and get what i want, and you know what? it’s not you anymore. it’s not a single one of you people. i want the unknown. i want to know people that i’ve never met before in my life. i want to fall for a stranger. i want to experience new things. i want more than you can give and that’s why i’m done waiting.