Why Me

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Sometimes the scariest things aren't what you'd expect. For me, I am terrified of walking home alone at night incase I get raped or murdered, I am terrified of being in a plane crash, scared of walking on train tracks, moths (the devils creatures) and all sorts of typically scary stuff. But I think the scariest thing at the moment is that I am (once more) losing my hair. I found a bald patch again last night and just broke down. I do not know if I can handle it again. I'd forgotten how scary it is. The thought of losing my hair twice in 2 years is damn scary - I thought after it started growing back the first time that I would be ok, but I have been stressed lately and its taking it's toll. The patch isn't very big, but I know if I don't nip it in the bud, in 3months time I could have lost 2 thirds of my hair again. Which sucks.

Aaron has been amazing, so has my mum. I told him I didn't want him to have a bald girlfriend, he told me that I could buy a million wigs and have a million different hairstyles. My mum has rung up school, and I might be dropping philosophy because thats mainly what is stressing me.

So this photo is here because right now, I am damn scared. Hopefully if I sort stuff out now, no more will fall out. But if not and what happened before happens again, then I will just get through it and make something good come out of it. At least this time I have someone by my side who makes me feel beautiful no matter what.

This is my first ever self-done strobist shot, go me :D Used my new lights. Will take some getting used to, but it was damn fun :)

3 days until I go see Aaron!! Hooray!! :)

new updates on our blog :)

kathrinska, Paulete Matos, Gideon van der Stelt, daniela,, and 2807 other people added this photo to their favorites.

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  1. jeje.23 30 months ago | reply

    excellent!!!!!!!!!!!

  2. dento_eyewishflickr 29 months ago | reply

    wonderful execution

    10 times fav.

  3. world of phil's & vta 29 months ago | reply

    I love the concept!!

  4. Farvayon 29 months ago | reply

    This is all at once: Scary, sad & most of all disturbingly great.

  5. Fresh Light 28 months ago | reply

    ..a striking paradise capture.................., altough

  6. Rui Almeida. 26 months ago | reply

    Very creative shot and excellent work.

  7. TuanARCH 26 months ago | reply

    bức ảnh rất đẹp..tôi thật ngưỡng mộ bạn

  8. Gem89 24 months ago | reply

    this is amazing, congrats!

  9. Jeanne McCandless 23 months ago | reply

    Love it so much !

  10. Ashleigh_Thompson 20 months ago | reply

    Wow this is outstanding you should enter it into national geographic website

  11. B.W. Johnson 17 months ago | reply

    Creepy cool :)

  12. scarletinfinity 17 months ago | reply

    this is wonderful! so much emotion is present, it's quite haunting.

  13. Marco de Waal 14 months ago | reply

    Nice picture! Excellent!
    Marco

  14. vladimir DGama 12 months ago | reply

    Beautiful works
    from Vladimir Dgama Ceo -Flickr -I love You

  15. Adriana Hepburn 8 months ago | reply

    Amazing! I love the idea!!

  16. harrietsmith301 3 months ago | reply

    I have been looking at your work for my AS Photography. I'm also doing a 365 and your photography within your 365 is incredible. I especially like this image. Would love to be able to photograph as well as you.

  17. A R I T R A 3 months ago | reply

    wonderful pic n a gr8 description!

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