And then you realize you have settled in again and when someone asks you late at night how your thoughts are on those things you don’t know what to say because he is so far away and so is everything that happened. There you are living your old life but it’s different because you are different and so are the others but some things stay the same. It’s easier and harder and you still feel that way sometimes but then you just put on a smile and get over it. It’s weird how things work and how it takes a few weeks or even months to come to the same realizations and then forget about them again. You are growing up although you thought you were years ago but the truth is you’ll always be in the process of becoming another person because what else is there to concentrate on in the long run really.
mid-april in France, film