week fifty two

that girl right there
will make it on her own

so this is it, the end of a project that has lasted for a whole year.
during the past fifty two weeks, I believe I have come closer to the person I am supposed to be. when I started this project, I was afraid of what would come next and at the same time I wanted to remember every single moment of it.
my last year of school began and I have never been as stressed before. I have never slept as little before and I have never wanted to give up as many times before. when I look back now, I see all I have been feeling in the pictures I took for every week of that year. I see despair and loneliness, but at the same time joy and feeling safe.
during the first thirty weeks school took over my life and I hardly had time for anything else. but at some point, I had survived my a-levels and the stress was over for at least a bit. I could finally spend time with friends again and relax, only to get drawn back by new exams and tests a few weeks later. a last stressful phase began and in week forty one, everything was over. everything I feared when I started this project was suddenly over and I was the happiest I have ever been. I could finally concentrate on other things, I made new friends, and although there have been bad and unproductive days too, this summer was the best one I ever had.
and now I am almost where I have been last year: I am afraid. afraid of what the future will bring. afraid of letting go everything that was, afraid of things changing and friends leaving. but there is this little difference. I have learned a lot during the past year and I believe that this project has helped me appreciate everything I have and that is what makes accepting changes easier for me now.
in some respects I know exactly what I want, and then again I have no idea whatsoever. and that is okay as it is.
the past year also made me realize where I want to go with my photos. I have started to take film photos and I took a picture a day for one hundred days of my summer. all that, and most of all the photos I took for this project, made me realize that I want them to be memories. when I look at all the pictures I’ve taken during the past fifty two weeks, I see that I have done something right. because they make me feel and they mean the world to me. and that is all I wanted to achieve when I started this project.
I hope at least some of them also mean something to all of you guys out there who are viewing and commenting and favouriting my photos. and I just want to say thank you for always being here and looking at what I wanted to express. thank you so very much.

right now I don’t know what will come next, but I know that I have a whole new life ahead of me.
and I know that I want to develop. I want to change. I want to make it on my own.

[september 6 – 12, 2010]

growing sunflowers

Comments and faves

  1. Eleni ★, Sarah Pether, Snowflakesarewhite, Eduardo Acierno, and 1118 other people added this photo to their favorites.

  2. ajhc (32 months ago | reply)

    congratulations rona. you are amazing

  3. Eduardo Acierno (32 months ago | reply)

    omygosh Rona
    contratulations girl
    its been an honor to see your progres each week
    cause you just keep getting better and better
    and amazing me even more with your fantastic and gorgeous pictures :D
    :D :D :D :D :D

  4. Julia (old stream) (32 months ago | reply)

    Wow, this is amazing!
    Congratulations on finishing the project, you should be proud :)

  5. Ms. Manda (32 months ago | reply)

    Rona, congratulations on completely your 52 weeks project. I know some weeks you were busier then all get out, but you still made an effort to take amazing pictures, and you succeeded. You're an inspiration to a lot of us, and you're photo's constant happy and joyful disposition never failed to put a smile on my face. Not only are you amazing at taking pictures you have a beautiful soul that shines through everything that you do. You go out of your way to be kind to everybody, and you're so incredibly sweet. You've blessed so many people, and inspired everybody else. I know everybody says this when peoples projects end, but don't stop taking pictures. You're quite the girl, and I know a lot of us can't wait to see where you're headed next. :)

  6. happily nathalie. (32 months ago | reply)

    congrats! this photo is a beautiful end to this project!
    this is so creative, just fantastic!

  7. aduush (32 months ago | reply)

    this is just too good to be true :) absolutely amazing photo!! congrats!!!

  8. Roanne Lucy Silver (32 months ago | reply)

    This is beautiful! Well done Rona!! :)

  9. sandy honig (32 months ago | reply)

    ohhh my god.
    rona this is incredible
    you've made it so far- I remember the day I found you, my jaw literally dropped.
    I'm so proud of you, you're a great friend and an inspiration <3

  10. Sophie Greenidge (32 months ago | reply)

    Aw this is beautiful. Sunflowers never fail to make me happy (:
    Congratulations on finishing. :D

  11. this heartbeat ∞ (32 months ago | reply)

    beautiful location
    love this a lot

  12. laura. k . (32 months ago | reply)

    congratulations for finishing your project!
    this picture is awesome! just like all the others from the last 52 weeks : )

  13. janina-m. (32 months ago | reply)

    geniaaale idee! :)

  14. Brittany Juravich (32 months ago | reply)

    this is so beautiful rona. i'm so happy that i was able to watch your 52 weeks from the beginning. congratulations on finishing!

  15. Elizabeth.Brooke (32 months ago | reply)

    i really couldn't be more proud--this picture is wonderful as is every other picture on your stream, honestly.

  16. Carolyn Emily (32 months ago | reply)

    Oh this is so, so beautiful! Congratulations!!!

  17. Jhascrapmom (32 months ago | reply)

    lovely ending:)
    i have enjoyed following your progress and think that being afraid is always okay, it keeps you moving forward:)
    you are a wonderfully talented photographer and artist:)

  18. caiti borruso (32 months ago | reply)

    rona,
    i'm so proud of you :) :) :)
    you are one of the most lovely, supportive, kind people and i am happy i know you, even if it is only through the internet.

  19. laura zalenga (32 months ago | reply)

    uhuh ich bin verliebt :)

  20. julia.schmidt (32 months ago | reply)

    so so so proud <3

  21. Gemma Louise Plumpton (32 months ago | reply)

    this is so gorgeous, you look stunning!
    woah, well done at sticking to editing for eight hours haha, i'd get bored :L

  22. malinamelone (32 months ago | reply)

    Erstmal herzlichen Glückwunsch. :)
    Nicht nur zu dem Projekt, sondern auch zum Abi.

    Ich habe riesen Respekt vor jedem, der ein solches Projekt vollendet und so habe ich auch riesen Respekt vor dir, denn jedes deiner Fotos ist auf seine Art und Weise besonders und mir gefällt jedes Einzelne.

    Ich würde hier jetzt gern noch viel viel mehr schreiben, aber ich weiß ehrlich gesagt nicht ganz, wie ich das in Worte fassen soll. ;)

  23. instantflowers (32 months ago | reply)

    oh rona wow. so so so so wow.
    the text, the photo, your face.. its all amazing!
    you are amazing. you really are.

  24. look left and look right (32 months ago | reply)

    rona im gona come back and write you a crazy big waffle soon when i have time, OKAY :D

  25. Kirsty Andrews (32 months ago | reply)

    Well done! I'm so happy that you've finished you're 52 weeks, and also a little sad! I've followed your project from the beginning through DeviantART and no on Flickr. Your photos are amazing and I never get tired of looking at them.
    Keep up the great work Rona,
    All the happiness :D

  26. Juliane ♥ [deleted] (32 months ago | reply)

    oh wow that's unbelievable. like
    the idea with the flowers a lot. wonderful
    pose and nice location.

  27. leslie m k (32 months ago | reply)

    rona. this is so amazing. soo so so amazing.

  28. Thomas Mayr (32 months ago | reply)

    absolutly great work!

  29. BreBreee (32 months ago | reply)

    holy crap.
    amazing as always :)

  30. Whitney Justesen (32 months ago | reply)

    This is absolutely amazing. Congratulations x 10000. You are an incredible girl.
    I have watched this project of yours grow throughout the past year and I have enjoyed so many of your beautiful photographs, I cannot even begin to describe how much some of them have meant to me personally. All of your pictures have such a natural beauty that I wish I could have in my own work, and I have been constantly inspired by how much of yourself you put into your work. You inspire me so much, Rona. You are so incredible.
    Congratulations.

  31. The girl. Amelia. (32 months ago | reply)

    Rona, when i found your stream i found one of the sweetest girls on this strange invention of flickr, and i also found an incredible photographer, who looking back has improved so much over the past year. just looking back through this project i can see the change in seasons as i see the change in you and your ability. you've come so far and even though i've never met you i'm so proud. also i'm so happy you started to take film photos because you have produced some of my favourite ever photos with your film camera. i think you are a fabulous photographer and the end of this project just confirms it, but i don't really want it to end rona, i adore the fact you produce a story every week (even if it is a tad late aha!). Just this photo is gorgeous too, i love how it seems you're writing in a diary to finish this year's diary of photos. it's wonderful and so are you, never forget that!

  32. schramcrackers (32 months ago | reply)

    oh many congratulations rona! your work is always so beautiful and peaceful and just has this certain aura around it, and i've been blessed to witness it all. congratulations on finishing this 52 week journey!

  33. tiffany.von (32 months ago | reply)

    congratulations darling :) this project has been so beautiful

  34. Anya Kubilus (32 months ago | reply)

    This photo is so beautiful and amazing! I am so happy I got to see you complete your 52 weeks and your 100 days of summer! Good luck with the future.

  35. jessieroth (32 months ago | reply)

    goodness. I had no idea you and I started our projects at nearly the same time and here, the day after my 365 is over, your 52 week project is over as well. you have come so far since you began and that is evident in every upload. you have grown and matured beautifully and you are a gorgeous girl, inside and out. your talent is unbelievable and there is something to be said of your brilliance and creativity. this picture is fucking amazing, seriously. I am so proud of you, rona :')

  36. i am not Ana (32 months ago | reply)

    i wish i could write something deep and meaningful, but i don't really have the words to describe this ..

  37. Miss Samantha Smith (32 months ago | reply)

    I'm so proud of you, any project of this nature is difficult and I've enjoyed seeing how varied your photos have been and it was nice to see you work with film! congrats little lady you are a treasure :)

  38. VictoriaLaren (32 months ago | reply)

    holy wow this is simply amazing. congratulations on finishing...this is a perfect photo to end your project with :D

  39. Tessa Yoder (32 months ago | reply)

    you are amazing. congratulations on finishing, Rona :)

  40. dégradés de verts (32 months ago | reply)

    I LOVE SUNFLOWERS <3
    You and this picture just brightened up my dayyyy

  41. inaminorchord (32 months ago | reply)

    this is so, so, so beautiful

  42. overcast skies (32 months ago | reply)

    oh my gosh
    everything about this is perfect

  43. ashley.santiago (32 months ago | reply)

    This is picture is perfect

  44. ashley.santiago (32 months ago | reply)

    The feelings are normal. The outcome? Well, time will tell

  45. L.A. Birdie Photography (32 months ago | reply)

    ahh :) congratulations many times on finishing. this is SUCH a wonderful picture to end with, truly. <3

  46. alesha joy. (32 months ago | reply)

    congrats! this is so wonderful :)

  47. A N D R E A! (32 months ago | reply)

    Congratulations Rona! your're amazing and you deserve everything!

  48. Mo & Company (32 months ago | reply)

    amazing idea :)
    love it!

  49. Barefoot Inspiration (32 months ago | reply)

    this is wonderful, the sunflowers are perfect! congratulations on finishing :)

  50. an lima (32 months ago | reply)

    sooo beautiful :)

  51. rachael hyde (32 months ago | reply)

    okay, it's eight am here, and the first thing I did when I woke up was go check for this.
    Rona, I remember when I first found your stream very very clearly. It was December 31, I believe, when you had a tribute to Anna Sweubdsafuslfn;a (I will never spell her name right). I remember thinking to myself, "Wow, this girl has such a great heart." and then I saw that all over again with Caiti's 365 ending, then Samantha's, then Katie's, then Joe's, the Jessie's just yesterday. I swear I was thinking you were the kindest person ever.
    But not only are you so kind, but your photos just left me breathless. Every week, no matter where life took you, you always seemed to produce something so, so beautiful.
    This is getting very long, but I just wanted to say congratulations, Rona, I am so, so proud of you, and this photos make my jaw drop.

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