Feeling Like This Flower...

A little dried out and tired..

Hi Flickr Friends... it's been a while. I've missed everyone and this place so much. Today I picked my camera up for the first time since May.. sadly, the creativity just isn't there.. I've been on a new medication and it dulls all my senses.

I also had carpal tunnel on the other hand (left) 44 days ago. Sadly, it didn't go as flawlessly as the right hand did last year. This time, there was an infection that wreaked havoc and caused a great deal of problems. To add insult to injury - literally - I now have a pinched nerve in the left elbow which can only be repaired via another surgery - that surgery will be on 15 Sept. until that time, I have little feeling in the side of hand, pinky finger and most of the ring finger beside it. I am... miserable.

I long to hold my camera again and feel those creative juices flowing. I can understand why people quit taking medications. I miss feeling so happy & creative.