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Paper Heart by {natalie mitchell}.
Secret #24:I have a sensitive heart. I don't mean emotional (although...haha). I have mitral valve prolapse and easily induced tachycardia. Those aren't necessarily connected, they just happened to be two diagnosis I got at age 16. I kept blacking out from time to time and my heart would easily get up to 180 while exercising. My dad listened to my heart, heard a few murmurs and set me up with a cardiologist the next day. I was prescribed this medicine that keeps your heart slowed down. What's creepy about it is that it says in bold letters "Warning: May cause heart failure" etc. etc. That was a fun few days. What's worse is getting OFF the medicine. You have to wean yourself off. If you quit cold turkey, you have a strong chance of your heart just stopping.

Nothing really huge in particular that I deal with. Occasionally palpitations, which is a fluttering feeling in your chest and sort of takes your breath away for a bit. Sometimes chest discomfort.

Secret #25:I had a very rough labor to where my contractions were all 10 seconds apart. i had a horrible reaction to an induction medicine and I was losing lots of blood, borderline uterine rupture - where your baby dies and you most likely bleed out. They gave me an injection that's used to STOP labor. Unfortunately that medication shot my heart rate up to 170. I was in a pickle for sure. :) Strong labor that needed to be slowed or I'd potentially bleed to death, or heart rate so fast it could cause a heart attack. They took their chances on the heart and I was given another dose of another medicine, along with 5 different antibiotics for the mitral valve prolapse issue (I have to have antibiotics even when getting dental work done).

Overall, my body is just super sensitive to hormones, narcotics, and caffeine. I'm not exactly a great candidate for childbearing. For some reason I just don't deal with any of it well as far as the pregnancy and labor goes. I'm by no means a hypochondriac. I would MUCH rather be healthy all the time. I'm proud to admit I have an immune system of steel. I just don't take medicine and certainly watch my caffeine intake.

Oh, man, guys! Thanks so much for #15 on explore! 
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Memories of a Lifetime  Pro User  says:

LOVE.
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CharlaneG  Pro User  says:

gorgeous shot with beautiful processing - HBW
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Cassie FX  Pro User  says:

Wow. This is quite lovely. I'm sorry you had such scares with your heart!
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yuhsuan chen says:

so pretty HBW
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Sarai♥WoaH Photography♥  Pro User  says:

Awesome. :)

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Shadow&Soul  Pro User  says:

this is so cute!! HBW!
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Abundant Life Photography ~ Rebekah  Pro User  says:

Love this!
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Tickled Pink<3 says:

I love this so much!
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KM&G-Morris  Pro User  says:

Interesting secrets - you realize that now they're not secret. Love the heart. Atenelol - I was hyperthyroid and took it to slow my heart down. Thing is I'm old - you're young - take care of yourself. It would be a shame to not have all these years to enjoy. Think of the wonderful bokehs that you might miss!

HBW!
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amber {in the shadow of za'ha'dum}  Pro User  says:

GORGEOUS, natalie! :D

HBW!

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Char-la-la  Pro User  says:

That's some really scary secrets!
And this is a beautiful, beautiful photo :)
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Kori E. says:

this is beautiful!
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*Peanut (Lauren)  Pro User  says:

awww...so cute.
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~bumblebee(mirella)~  Pro User  says:

too cute.............
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photocillin  Pro User  says:

great effort
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miss.bailey says:

so pretty.

hbw!
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Kelly Melissa Photography  Pro User  says:

wow! i think this is my favorite bokeh shot...ever
beautiful!!
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Colored Rumors says:

Gorgeous bokeh! =) Just wow. Your secrets are pretty scary, wow.

Oh, and I'll post a photo soon of my entire cast so you can "sign" it. :) hehe
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{Kimberly.Wood.Photography}  Pro User  says:

yikes, those are some scary stories :( the photo is beautiful though

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shetha  Pro User  says:

Wow - they induced you and then they stopped the labor!?!? That's crazy... The tachycardia thing sounds so horrible too -- my mother in law gets that and she says that even though she has medication, the second she takes it, it goes away (ie before the medicine has time to take effect). Anyway, these are some interesting secrets but the photograph is a stunner!!!
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Mandey C says:

Wow very interesting stories to read and what frightening situations I have to say. So glad you're here and healthy and that the pregnancy/labor didn't end differently. LOVE the photo btw, HBW!!
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{natalie mitchell} says:

No, they used a medicine that's used to STOP preterm labor. But because my contractions were so hard and so close together (I didn't have ANY break from contractions for 10 hours straight), they used it to slow it down.

Thanks for all the comments and favs, guys! You truly are the best!
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the flamin' kiwi (extremely lazy)  Pro User  says:

wow powerful stuff!! thanks for sharing ... great photo too ;)
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Kiwi_GaL  Pro User  says:

i think i know before i read this that you have a sensitive heart girl....only someone with a sensitive heart would go back and look for that homeless person like you did on your fortune cookie story....i will never forget the emotion you evoke in me....and again i will say that only a person with a kind and loving and sensitive heart could do something like that....love you girl
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{natalie mitchell} says:

Awww!! You make me blush. :D Love you too!!
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Ata Nazari says:

Wow , Great
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lindsеy tran  Pro User  says:

hbw :D
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Atru (Amanda) says:

love this! so fun!
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marandabrooke  Pro User  says:

I will just have to learn how to make heart shaped bokeh!
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mjmatt  Pro User  says:

Wonderful! Love it!
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billy gomez  Pro User  says:

beautiful image, interesting confessions, too. wish i could control my caffeine intake as well as you do... pretty strung out on joe... always have been, probably always will be, too. :)
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-Cortni Marie- says:

WOW! That worries me! Very very very scary! I have heart palpitations all the time, I call it "skipping a beat..." it almost hurts, and like you said takes my breath away big time. It happens alot and I just blame it on stress or something. Scary what you said about labor. They put me on Pitocin (to induce labor) and Magnesium (to stop labor!!!) because my blood pressure was so high. Needless to say I had horrible contractions but wasn't dilating. Go figure. Too much alike, I tell you. Take care of that big ol' sweet heart of yours :) This is a gorgeous shot, I've always wanted to try the shaped bokeh!
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Alexandre Bertin  Pro User  says:

The colors are amazing on that picture. the bokeh is delicious.
Even if it is thursday here in France this morning, HBW :)

emotive story as well... hard to read it till the end...
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‘Daisy  Pro User  says:

gorgeous ! just gorgeous
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mustaz says:

love it~
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~ Furat  Pro User  says:

so adorable !
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bagirka's twilight  Pro User  says:

very sweet :)
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Little Thoughts  Pro User  says:

beautiful!! Awww natalie, im worried now!
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Salva Mira  Pro User  says:

I realy like it !
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{natalie mitchell} says:

No, no, guys! Don't be worried! Every couple of years I get on a medicine that helps regulate it, but other than that, I'm fine and dandy. :) Just stay away from caffeine (one time I did, not realizing that it was that bad for me and ended up in the ER with a heart rate of 200!) So as long as I take care of myself, I'm great!

And Cortni, magnesium was the third medication they gave me to slow the labor. :) That one finally work. That's some cooky stuff that makes you feel HOT! Like, skin on fire hot!
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[grep]  Pro User  says:

This is great, very creative! Wonderful
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Victor Oliveira  Pro User  says:

<3
I love it!
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Leesamaree  Pro User  says:

Awesome bokeh :)
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licuriciu_2005 says:

K
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www.welltaken.co.uk says:

Hi, I'm an admin for a group called Well Taken, and we'd love to have this added to the group!
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Atru (Amanda) says:

Gorgeous bokeh!
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Leftess  Pro User  says:

That's some fance-dancy heart bokeh you got there!! I wanna know your secret for THAT! Awesomeness!
Seriously though, glad you're still here to share your secrets. Take GOOD care of yourself!
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raehein  Pro User  says:

wow! you've been through a lot! this is beautiful.
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nando_sept1876 says:

Very beutiful
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YoU_CaPtuRe_myheart says:

Hi, I'm an admin for a group called Digital Art FX, and we'd love to have this added to the group!
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YoU_CaPtuRe_myheart says:

Hi, I'm an admin for a group called Through Your Eyes To Ours (the free one), and we'd love to have this added to the group!
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Photography By Barb  Pro User  says:

This is fabulous! Love the heart bokeh! <3
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Denis Collette...!!!  Pro User  says:

On Explore my dear friend...!!!
Champagne...peanut... ice cream... chocolate... pop corn...!!! : ))

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Emmanuelle Beausoleil says:

Stunning bokeh!!
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somewheretropical  Pro User  says:

Awesome Nat, what a perfect capture to share with us the tenderness of your heart... I already know the tender heart that God has placed inside of you that speaks to each of us through your creative captures and your open and honest words. Young and old, we all have something to learn from you... honesty, humility, and creativity are just a few of the qualities that you bless me with every time you share from your heart. Thanks for being just exactly who you are. :)
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"Sonya" { Super busy! }  Pro User  says:

Gorgeous colours....
Beautiful bokeh!!!
Scary experience...very personal secret!!!
Thank you~ xo
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ckabril_16 [deleted] says:

amazing amazing photo!
hooray for DIY heart bokeh.. i love it.

ps- you're an amazingly strong woman, and an amazing photographer to boot.
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kimberlyrenee  Pro User  says:

I really love this!!

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mslori411 (Flickr break) says:

Wow this looks amazing!!!!
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{Sarah J} Gardner says:

Love the image......and you are an amazing woman (you know that right!?)
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beth.armsheimer  Pro User  says:

omg girl thank you for voting twice!! :D You rock!!
and, i love this sweet flare and bokeh! coool!!
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d.annie  Pro User  says:

all I need is love .. tatarara *sing*
and i really need it lol :(

<3
lovely !!
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Paula O'Hara says:

That bokeh is amazing. Love this!
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bubbles.*  Pro User  says:

pretty heartkeh
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Hi, I'm an admin for a group called Simply Bokeh, and we'd love to have this added to the group!
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bubbles.*  Pro User  says:

Hi, I'm an admin for a group called Pretty Pink Themed Tuesday - Pink for the Cause week!, and we'd love to have this added to the group!
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cute!

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Beautiful...

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grebex  Pro User  says:

so gorgeously bokehlicious!
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Nanjacoder  Pro User  says:

Wow, you have to deal with some complicated health matters...my prayers & positive thoughts for good health for you. You sound so strong & your attitude no doubt helps you with these matters :) Good on you!
This is such a pretty shot, I love all that wonderful heart bokeh!
HPPT :)
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Red Leaf Studios  Pro User  says:

wow very nice!!
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RusticUrban  Pro User  says:

Heart shaped bokeh, this is great!
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rlnaen  Pro User  says:

amazing! HBW
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Menachemk  Pro User  says:

I love the heart bokeh!
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nardell  Pro User  says:

whoa. this is gorgeous natalie. what a lovely blend of color and light and shapes. great stuff.

(and such amazing stories too. you're a strong one. :)
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juli~aeris says:

wow reallt pretty
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{Daena} says:

cute!
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Cynthia.Lou  Pro User  says:

LOVE it!!
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FunkyFlower says:

very nice!!!!
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Hi, I'm an admin for a group called Ankita Asthana's favourites!, and we'd love to have this added to the group!

brilliant work!
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{Honey Bee}  Pro User  says:

Beautiful capture... scary secrets!
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chloely says:

wow! this is so nice :)
your stories were really scary.. but interesting!
good to hear that you're ok now
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★.A.N.A.★  Pro User  says:

I love this! So precious. =)
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Rebecca Tabor Armstrong  Pro User  says:

Lovely capture.
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ladywisher© says:

amazing bokeh
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NaT-Toush [deleted] says:

wow this is sooo beautiful
the heart bokeh are wonderful...loved the focus
definitly faved
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stephasaurus x3 says:

Cuuute
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lovely shot! :D
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Great ! : ))
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beautiful :)
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<3
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That's Sweet! How'd you come up with that idea???
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such a lovley picture:)!!
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i love it :)
very pretty,
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linda foto
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gymnast19 says:

ahhh---mazzzing!!! just beautiful!!
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so sweet : ))))


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