• The reflection looks amazing! - Angel The Asian
  • This!!!!! it's as if there were two worlds between a mirror... I love it! - Josecuevas4
  • that location is beautiful! I love the soft colors and your pose. - Lana Isabella
  • you are incredible<3 - ginaballerina.
  • Your hands with sand is a perfect detail :) - damontosa
  • I can't believe this reflection<3333 - deeisstillintheclouds
  • I love how the waves are breaking either side of you, this shot is so perfectly balanced, right down to the last detail. - Rachael Putt
  • This sky is like an impressionist painting! - Emiliailim3

waiting for the world to swallow me whole.

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for some reason, i just cant fall completely in love with this photo, but its the best i could do given all of the circumstances, and for that i truly appreciate it.

anyway, in case you havent noticed, my photography is extremely autobiographical and this image is no exception. i was inspired to create this by my papa (grandfather), though strangely enough part of me wants him not to see it due to my choice in attire. ;) but my papa is one of the most important people in my life, and i love him so dearly. im a lot like him, and he is someone who definitely taught me to dream, and to be persistent. he continues to teach me beautiful things everyday, with his wisdom and charm. but one thing that makes me more heartbroken than anything in the world, is his health. i mean, things could be a lot worse, but he has had two heart attacks and has talked about how he has accepted death - hes lived a good life that he has loved, and again, that is something i admire deeply. its not that i fear death, necessarily, because i dont. i know my own spirituality and i wouldnt be scared of my own death; but losing someone i love is foreign to me and THAT is what terrifies me sometimes. i dont know how i could live without my papa, but someday ill have no choice but to learn.

so long story short, here is this character who has accepted her demise - this image is intended to be peaceful, and i hope that comes across. death, like all things, has a beautiful side.

this is also the first proper self portrait ive done in months! its different being on both sides of the lens, and i can say that i sort of miss it. my boyfriend and i drove out to the beach at sunrise and watching the sun come up over the ocean, and watching the huge waves crash in was so inspiring. though it was far too cold to be laying in the water... (a solid 34 degrees)

oh yea, and florida was fun. :)

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  1. Günter Körtner 15 months ago | reply

    mood and colors are just amazing

  2. quecava 15 months ago | reply

    Beautiful!

  3. Sophie Latil 15 months ago | reply

    Lovely light!

  4. Izzy Guttuso 14 months ago | reply

    i cant explain how much i absolutely adore this picture, just... wow.

  5. S. Larsen 13 months ago | reply

    for some reason this reminds me of Rose from the titanic movie

  6. www.adrianobranconeves.com 13 months ago | reply

    that is a fantastic photo!

  7. apsik 12 months ago | reply

    stunning!

  8. Evan J Atwood 11 months ago | reply

    The colors in this image, your expression, everything about it I absolutely adore.

  9. ▲nne 9 months ago | reply

    this is so wonderful!

  10. Fat Sammy 9 months ago | reply

    Stunning Images

  11. ǝıqqǝp 8 months ago | reply

    Found you through 121.clicks. Such a powerful photo stream!

  12. Psycho_Babble 6 months ago | reply

    Very impressed.

  13. belthelem 5 months ago | reply

    Excellent work!

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  14. shawnwagar 4 months ago | reply

    Your work is so inspiring.

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