I had tried many times to ask for help. Yet I could never speak up. At the last minute I would be too numb, too scared, too far gone. But 10 years of bulimia and anorexia were enough. Afraid I would lose my voice once again, I made a permanent promise to myself to say something. The infinity symbol represents each decision, harmful or healthy, leading into the next. And it was time to make healthy decisions. Three months after I got my tattoo, I entered treatment and began to share my story.