you let me fall, when i grabbed for you you slipped away.
you said you'd be there through it all, but it was too hard for you to stay.
you told me i was nothing, and kicked my heart to the curb.
at first i thought you were bluffing, but you were gone without another word.
i was left in silence, dreading my next move.
and in subtle defiance, i didn't come after you.
i kept my worries in my head, and when alone i would yell.
only i could feel my heart as it bled, no one else knew i was unwell.
i put on that fake grin, so nobody could see.
they think happy is all ive ever been, but hell is raging inside me.
you don't know what's coming. you don't understand what is going to
happen when you see me. you don't understand how angry i am. how angry
i have been. how long i've waited to see you so that you will finally
understand what you've done. you don't know who you messed with, even
though of anyone in this entire world, you should have known. and you
should have been there, not have been the cause. i'm disappointed in
you. and when you see my face, maybe you'll finally get it. as of now,
you surely don't. i used to love you. but i absolutely hate who you
have become. none of what happened is my fault. and i hate you for
leaving me. for turning us into nothing. for taking a fourteen year
friendship, and throwing it out the window. i hate what happened to
sooc, and rotated.
details on black.