we go together like...
... socks on a family washing line.
:)
and the more
he confuses me
the more
I want him
to love me back
(for a new set I'm doing)
I don't know why this looks so smaaaaaalllllll on the stupid flickr sreen..... D:
ho-hum.
I'm
going
away
tomorrow
and
I
don't
want
to
goooo.....
I'm staying with friends/family in Sussex, five minutes North of Brighton. AND I WON'T BE ABLE TO GO TO BRIGHTON ALL WEEKEND, COZ I'LL EITHER BE WITH PEOPLE, OR REVISING.
why can't we have exams when it's cold and rainy? WHY?
never mind.
I'll be texting/calling you all like crazy though. :D
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we go together like...
...two halves of a smile.
One minute he speaks to me
in poems
Then he hides in his words
Like they are caves
And I can not draw him out
When will we realise that maybe we are both hiding
unnecessarily
from each other
Oh photography. I have missed you. :)
(for a new set I'm doing)
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untitled
"trouble with dreams is they don't come true
and if they do they will catch up with you"
I know I haven't been on flickr for way too long.
I have missed it so much.
But I'm back.
And that's all that matters!
And I thought I had guy troubles before.
10:31
"Seb?"
"Yeah?"
"Why are you so nice to me? Are you dillusional? Are you ON something?"
"I'm on earth."
11:20
"God, what time is it?"
"We've been talking a pretty long time so I'll just check.....
yeah. It's 11:20."
"hahahaha. I'm sorry. I'm annoying you. I always keep everyone talking too long. I'll be on the phone blabbing, and then someone will suddenly say "OH LOOK! THE TOAST IS BURNING! GOTTA GO! BYE!" haha. What's the longest conversation you've ever had?"
"I'm having it now."
"sorry."
"For God's sake!!!!! I. LIKE. TALKING.TO. YOU. TOO."
"ok."
12:03
"You know Zen. You and me are in the same boat."
"How d'you mean?"
"You like someone who doesn't like you. And I like someone who doesn't like me."
"Really? Oh God I'm so sorry! I really need to ask you more questions about YOU rather than just memememememe all the time. sorry sorry sorry!!! Who is she?"
"I couldn't tell you that."
"Yes you could!!!! I tell you pretty much everything. Hell, I'm so unsensitive!!! But it's not like I am going to know her, you are half way across the atlantic ocean from me!""
"You just might."
12:20
"Okay Seb. I feel like I am interrogating you with all these questions! Can you make me feel slightly less awkward and ask me some? I feel like a right conversation hogger."
"I like answering your questions."
"Really?"
"Yes. A lot."
"Can you ask me some questions? Coz I'm tired."
"Me too. Ok....... if you could have danced with anyone for longer than you did on the dance night, who would it have been?"
"Oooh. Toughy. Talking about the dance evening, did I actually dance with you?"
"Like 2 seconds. When that retarded guy started playing the chipmunks off Ali's ipod."
"Hahaha, good times good times."
"We should have danced longer."
"Yeah."
"You know this is going to sound really weird but I wish you were here right now."
"Seriously? That's really weird because I wish you were here too!!! It's so hard not being able to see you!!!"
"Imagine what it's like for me."
"What do you mean."
"Oh, nothing. So. who would you choose then?"
Boy 1 is out of the picture.
Boy 2 and I are friends. And nothing more. Which I am very happy with.
and Boy 3 remains a bit of an enigma to me. But never mind. You can't have it all.
But now I seem to have Seb.
Who is an impossibly awesome guy who just happens to live 400 miles across the sea from me.
Who I was on the phone to from 10:00 until 1:00 am last night.
And the only reason the conversation ended was because his home phone battery ran out.
He is the one who pretty much fixed all my guy problems for me.
And he thinks I like someone else
And I don't.
And
I
am
so
C
O
N
F
U
S
E
D
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Secret #3 - Smile. It's good for you.
I smile a lot
because
every smile I smile
makes the world one smile happier
than it was before I smiled.
and it makes me feel one smile happier
too.
and if you believe you are happy, you are happy.
right?
A smile is capable of more than could be imagined.
Smiles are very underestimated things.
My local priest told me a very sad story this week.
There was a young man living in California who commited suicide by jumping off a bridge into a river.
When people came to his house looking for him, they found a note he had written lying on the bed.
It said
"If someone smiles at me today as I walk down the road, I will not jump."
So smile. It could change someone's life.
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