I'm posting this not because it was the best picture I took all week (because it wasn't), but it was the picture that captured this year the best.
I hope everyone had a splendid New Year. For me, this day was no more than me reflecting on the previous year. 2011 had been a year of growth for me. I changed and learned more than I ever had. I got deep into myself to find where I stand with religion and philosophy, and I started to accept myself and the people around me. i had the opportunity to shoot my two favourite bands, which was just as stressful and terrifying as it was exciting. i recognized my behaviors and how i react to certain things. my older brother and best friend went to college and i was left a family role i had never been in before. i had to say goodbye to my childhood sport, softball, because i had finally grown out of it. i struggled more in school than i ever had, but i found comfort in the midnight drives my dad and I would take blasting this very song. i learned the beauty in struggle and i learned to accept that there will be better days to come. i accepted that the little things are the best and by the end, I found happiness in silly things like the 'Dilly' by Band of Horses music video.
but mostly, i just grew.
that was the river, this is the sea.
behold the sea.
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this is sooc. pitch black when i took it!