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You know, I originally wrote a VERY long and detailed comment here, and then decided to delete most of it. It was quite frankly making me very sad, and I don't think that would help matters much these days.

All I know.....is that my heart still breaks and my eyes well with tears every time I catch a glimpse of the Manhattan skyline. A chill creeps up my spine when I hear the roar of an airplane overhead. When I step onto a New York City street from a bus station or subway stop, my breath catches in my throat. When I look up and see a sunny September morning like that one 4 years ago, I become numb for a moment. Part of my anxiety over this new job stems from the fact that I will pass by that place every day on my way to work, and back home again.

I didn't set foot across the Hudson for nearly several months after it happened. When I did, and finally went down to the site, I couldn't speak. I bought a pin from a street vendor. I watched the cranes clear sections of steel away. I peered into an abandoned storefront, and then bent down and gathered up some ash and stone still present there. It's kept in the silver vessel you see in this picture.

I can close my eyes and relive the entire experience. I witnessed all of it from an office window in Northern New Jersey. For days following, I sat glued to the television and radio like most of the world. I received no sleep, and that which I did was wrought with nightmares. I remember the horrible smell of burning in the air that lingered for weeks. Living 10 miles from Newark International Airport, the eerie silence of a sky devoid of commercial jets seemed utterly surreal. American flags lined every street, and hung from every highway overpass. Strangers were actually civil to one another. Every nation was our friend.

It's alarming what has become of this country and its administration since that incredible day. I will keep those opinions to myself, however. My love goes out to those that must live the rest of their lives without a parent, a sibling, a child, or a friend. Never take anything or anyone for granted. And never forget.

"If we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other." - Mother Teresa
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waynemethod  Pro User  says:

nice picture
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Hilary (curioush)  Pro User  says:

aw -- as usual, you move me.

edit: i sound so flip. but really i just have no words. speechless.
Posted 53 months ago. ( permalink )

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aikitherese  Pro User  says:

Thank you once again, Duane...
Posted 53 months ago. ( permalink )

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Esther17  Pro User  says:

Wiping the tears from my eyes, and remembering, always remembering.
Posted 53 months ago. ( permalink )

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OldhaMedia  Pro User  says:

How can one forget?

I can't get started on this subject... it still makes me ill.
Posted 53 months ago. ( permalink )

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andertho  Pro User  says:

beautiful memorial
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Charloto  Pro User  says:

I was working for Congress on that day.. I remember the utter chaos and fear.. our doors locked tight, security roaming the halls. I had never felt such fear and sadness nor have I since that day.
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ssh says:

love the angle/tone
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Fant  Pro User  says:

I still can't talk about it. Going there now is totally unbearable!
Posted 53 months ago. ( permalink )

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cedar_9 says:

At any distance, I could never forget it. Beautifully expressed. Will be thinking of you and your city.
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Honeyisland  Pro User  says:

:-|
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the tomahawk kid  Pro User  says:

even from a distance i can remember exactly how it made me feel that day...the outrage and sadness...the sadness for all that perished that day and for all the relatives left behind to try and pick up the pieces of shattered lives...the outrage that someone had planned such a vile act and how the world was changed that day...it was probably the biggest negative event of my whole life...i was so angry that the events of a few short hours would have such a far-reaching and long term effect on human life...i have no way of imagining how you new yorkers felt and still feel...as usual a thought provoking image and words from the heart duane...
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mjross  Pro User  says:

:)
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smiling_da_vinci  Pro User  says:

The most astonishing thing is that the US government was warned that something was about to take place involving highjacked aeroplanes about a year before it all happend by 11 foreign intelligence agencies. And about one month before sept. 11th Condoleza Rice warned Mr. Bush. But all warnings were ignored.
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Fodd says:

It is still an event which sends shivers down the spine. The disbelief and outrage spread so quickly around the world, affecting everyone.

But I cannot imagine how it must have felt to witness it in your own city.

You express yourself so beautifully in this piece - and your alarm at what has happened since then.
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belinketeneghe™ says:

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art ascii(paul) says:

Lest we forget
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Jane_W says:

Beautifully said.
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parl  Pro User  says:

Like my parents who can remember where they were and what they were doing the day JFK was assassinated, I will no doubt remember where I was and what I was doing the day I watched the towers fall.
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Derby City  Pro User  says:

We won't forget that or JFK!
Thanks for opening our eyes to anomalousNYC! I think EXPLORE is treading on dangerous territory. I was upset they showed so many photos from one photographer of the protest in Texas when Bush was on vacation. That is not what Flickr is all about.
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mimbrava  Pro User  says:

America could have changed for the better after 9/11, but, alas, our administration has taken us down so many wrong paths. Thank you, as always, Duane, for a magnificent, poignant image and a sensitive, heartfelt text. Another bravo.
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... has left the building [deleted] says:

Never take anything or anyone for granted.
I have a note with that close to my computer screen ...
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!efatima  Pro User  says:

Thank you Duane for sharing this moment. Blogged to FlickrSoup. So badly wish and pray for peace... life is so short... so very short... to be wasted.
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maqui**  Pro User  says:

I am wishing the fight, suffering, and sadness to be lost from the world through all eternity.
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Emily Quinton says:

May we never forget...

Thank you for sharing this image and these words with us. Very special...
Posted 53 months ago. ( permalink )

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noelyeh  Pro User  says:

Beautiful words and picture. This year we have two tragedies to think about. Like you put it, let's not take anything for granted.
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randi rivers  Pro User  says:

what a very powerful photograph.

NEVER FORGET!
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bosorka [deleted] says:

I feel the best way to remember those that have passed is, by not taking forgranted that which they have been robbed, life, to live life to the fullest and as you say NEVER FORGET and make our remembering live through the way we think and act towards others.
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aarthyr  Pro User  says:

exactly as everyone has repeated.

never forget.
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Patrick T Power  Pro User  says:

NO SURE WAY
by Loudon Wainwright III

So I started out on High Street, had to travel into town
Like some Orpheus descending through a turnstile underground
From Brooklyn Heights into Manhattan,
Which was were I had to be
Now, you have to take the A train,
There’s no more service on the C

And when you are underwater, sometimes the mind plays tricks
And there beneath the East River it felt like the River Styx
The first stop was Broadway Nassau
A few more passengers got in
We all sat, no one was standing
There somewhere we’d never been

They say Heaven’s high above us
And Hell’s not far below
But in that subway tunnel
There was no sure way to know

Chamber Street a closed ghost station, passing through we seemed to glide
Like prisoners inside compartments on some house of horrors ride
The walls were tiled I hadn’t noticed
They seemed so antiseptic, clean.
But we knew what we were under,
The lights were on, that seemed obscene

And there I saw the three initials, W, T and then C
I’d survived somehow was living, but somewhere I shouldn’t be
At the next stop the doors opened
And I emerged up above ground.
I was in another country:
Elysian fields? No, China Town

They say Heaven’s high above us
And Hell’s not far below.
But standing on Canal Street
There was no sure way to know.

They say Heaven’s high above us
And Hell’s not far below
But standing on Canal Street
There was no sure way to go

mp3
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annappleaday  Pro User  says:

lovely composition duane...
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velvetart says:

wonderful quote of Mom Teresa.
I am sorry for your pain.
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misterdon says:

Thank you for this photo. excellent composition AND something to think about.
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hale_popoki  Pro User  says:

A poignant photograph
I will always remember...
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Airchild says:

It is such a touching post, Duane, and a photo filled with sadness and pain. I find Mother Teresa's quote very inspiring. Wish you peace.
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HatHome  Pro User  says:

Heartfelt words for such a tragedy, a sombre message indeed through your work.
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Crfullmoon says:

Duane, take take of yourself.
Imagine that we are thinking of you during your commute.

All of you, affected by this; you're not alone.
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k_turbo says:

Life is too sad and hard...
Sometimes we need to get away from it all.
Too much panic, pain ...
But we must remember to keep loving, helping and care.
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joaobambu  Pro User  says:

Beautiful photo and touching story.

You have our solidarity from Brazil!
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Infinite Ache  Pro User  says:

I was living in the D.C. area when all of this happened and it was very close to my family. Four years...and it still hurts. I, too, remember my visit to Ground Zero (and the Pentagon) and how I started crying blocks before I even got there. Great post, Duane.
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m00nchild [deleted] says:

It's so sad our current leadership used the the tragedy of 9/11 to put forth their own agenda that was pre-planned far before that date.
Almost every terroist from that day was a Saudi, but because they are the Presidents best friends, he let
bin-ladin go and pursued Iraq, how he was able to brain wash the american people is unbelievable..
Now that he has paid back his arab friends, as well as his texas friends...a zillion dollars in oil revenues, maybe when he leaves office we can have our constitution restored and stable gas prices again....who knows...?
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taurus655 says:

I remember...
Strength to you.
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JourneyToNoWhere  Pro User  says:

wonderfull composition in this duanne :-)
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the phototherapist says:

Hugs from across the world duane - we never forget...
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Iris V  Pro User  says:

One can never forget.

The pin is beautiful and confronting us all.

While reading your lines I saw the images (of the TV..) appear before my eyes, and saw myself frozen at my work.
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Cilest  Pro User  says:

moving. and a great photo.
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AnomalousNYC  Pro User  says:

thanks for the link drp!!

I remember you from the fotolog days, I used to love your flog "Mywanderingjew"... ar eyou still doing that? I'll have to check...

love
thomas
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Searocket says:

maniacs..
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mightymis says:

i'll always remember....
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englishaugust says:

I liked the macro and then was drawn to the writing. Thanks for this.
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naama says:

thank you for sharing
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doppeltbelichtet@ ipernity! [deleted] says:

Thank you so much, for this tribute and for sharing it with us.
I'll never forget- and my heart goes out to the ones' who lost someone close to theirs, these days.
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*Micky  Pro User  says:

Very powerful image.
I hope you don't mind...I have used this image in a collage I made for September 11th.
Remember...
Posted 40 months ago. ( permalink )

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Varyamo says:

Excelente memorial.
Posted 40 months ago. ( permalink )

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jjcphotography  Pro User  says:

remember
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KamyarLA says:

remember the conspiracy
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wfs29223 says:

Moment of silence
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GregPC  Pro User  says:

Hi - I'm working with the World Trade Center Memorial Foundation and have been looking around Flickr for images. We just started a new group - National September 11 Memorial & Museum - and we'd love it if you'd share some of your photos.

Thanks very much,

Greg Peverill-Conti
Weber Shandwick
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juwee1  Pro User  says:

- FALLEN BUT NOT FORGOTTEN -
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Basset Lover  Pro User  says:

That is a truly moving picture as simple as it may seem to be... there is so much depth behind it! God Bless America!!!!!!!!!
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zupermx says:

Hi, I'm an admin for a group called Signs & Logos, and we'd love to have this added to the group!
Posted 20 months ago. ( permalink )

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