crazy beautiful 22's photostream

old but i edited it again

a lot has been going on and ive been completely stressed. im currently working on my first professional photo shoot and am nervous for the clients reaction (their going to be used for a fashion show).
also for those who dont know me, i come from a hard, rough past and for the first time im talking about what my childhood and all the abuse and neglect. im trying to get ride of the pain and baggage and find a new me.
it has so far been intense and scary, but i cant wait for the end result.
its going to feel so good to be freed from all the dark shadows that follow me constantly from my past and when its all done this will be the last time i will ever look back.

(side note, this was taken after the first day of my photo shoot when i was just goofing around, it was exciting to have all the lighting and what not... not to mention the best part , i got to borrow a Nikon d300 from my prof for the shoot...i think im in love with this camera, its going to be so hard to go back to my lil point and shoot)

"And I know it's easy to say,
But it's harder to feel this way,
I miss you more than I should,
Than I thought I could,
Can't get my mind off of you,

I know you're scared,
That I'll soon be over it,
That's part of it all,
Part of the beauty,
Of falling in love with you,
Is the fear that you won't fall"

i feel a need for all things simple

model: Becca and sara
makeup/hair: me

this is one of the photographs i did for my digital photography class. there are thirteen total that i will hopefully upload in time.
the whole series "sleepyhead" is meant to be viewed on black.