These photos were taken 1 week ago, straight after Kokosanka's vet
It was her last happy day out.
She felt much better back then.
Now she's worse.
Just fading, actually.
It's not drastic.
It's exactly the same as it was with Piórko - just as if rapidly getting old.
She sleeps almost all the time, but still eats - especially all yummy stuff I spoil her now with. She's very, very brave.
I don't think she's in pain.
I stopped giving her all the medications she was/is supposed to be getting - except for one drop of steroids per day.
All those drugs made her STOP BEING KOKOSANKA. She was totally drugged, didn't recognise me, she was reduced to a hamster with the most primal instincts: run away, hide, even bite. It was so horrible...
Now she is fully herself again.
I don't want her to go... :(