I have a fear for gigantic things ever since I could remember. High-rise buildings, Gus tanks, Steel towers, Windmills, Water towers. Seeing those things makes the bottom of my stomach squeezed and my spine cold. When I was little, nobody around me feared mega-things as I did. I couldn’t find the answer why it's only me who is so scared. As I became an adult, I found out there are some people who are afraid of seeing mega-things just like me. It’s called megalophobia. Acrophobia ones have a fear of heights. Megalophobia ones feel the same way for mega-things. It’s weird that I’m attracted to mega-things while I am so scared of it. I can’t help going to the bottom of mega-things although I know my foot is to be frozen, and I fearfully look up to it from between my fingers that are covering my eyes.
I have seen those mega-things at towns, suburbs, and destinations of travel with this inexplicable feeling that became distinct with time.