I ate really well on my vacation.
I noticed when I got home from vacation I was eating a bit more than I did before I went on vacation.
I went home to see my family. I noticed my jeans were a bit tighter.
I took some pictures of myself on Saturday from the back and was not pleased with what I saw.
My jeans felt just a little tighter today.
I don't want this to be the beginning.
I'm already feeling down. I'm already feeling less than. I can feel my confidence slipping away.
I keep telling myself that it's just a few pounds. I'll get it under control in no time. I can do it. I dropped 30 pounds, whats a few right now to get back to where I want to be?
I hate that I care so much. That I feel like my self worth is tied to my jean size.
So many things swirling in my head. I don't need this to top it off...
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