Bored Glenelg's photostream

hey,
long time no see, hu.
so, how to begin this... i was away so long that keiko had time to get married! which is pretty cool.

first, i'm not dead, obviously.
and also,
i'm sorry dudez,
i'm an asshole.
i should have called,
i should have sent pictures of the kids,
i should have wished you a merry christmas!
i know that, i'm trully sorry for that too.
i'm just not good as a person i guess.
i fail.
i've just made a cool line with my i's
i'm still sorry tho.
i am.
i stop now.

now that's out of the way, let me explain why i left, if someone wants to know. i'm a weird dude.that's pretty much it. i felt that i wanted to learn how to make pictures and i wanted to do it alone, on my own. i always thinks that it's hard to do anything in front of someone else. especially when you're not confortable with your level in what you do. i felt that i didn't have enough level to show what i do to people. i was questionning my skills too much and it was bothering me to have to do that extra questionning when i should have been focusing only on getting better.

it's silly, i know, but like i said, i'm weird.

so i stopped everything, except making pictures. it was actually a relief to know that i didn't have to be that good, since nobody would see it. after some time of learning, i took an old advice from a good friend of mine and created a "stock" flickr account. i, then, started to put my shit there without no one looking, it was nice.
here i felt that i had to be good at it. cause if people are looking, you have to give them good shit right? there, i've grown a lot in the shadows, where i belonged, and it was cool. i always came back on that account to look at some pics and even got words of the comments i had but i couldn't get myself to write.
i was like a little princess,
not ready.

i wanted to comeback when i would have something to show. some kind of improvement in my game. to show that it was not for nothing that i started back. what's the point of reroll if i didn't?
back then, i was searching for that person in me that i like. he was totally out of focus, with a blurry vision. now i think that he is finally here. way too old for this shit, but still, with some dumb thoughts to share. the focus is not quite still there, but i'm learning my manual mode, it's hard!

so here i am.
my last picture posted on this account was in febuary 2010.
this shows how fast i am at learning...
i was level 8, now, in 2012, i'm level 14, but kinda proud of thoses long ass level ups!
now i'm asking myself, what's up with all those cool people that i knew and love back in the days when i was a younger version of myself. are they still here? how did they grow? is keiko pregnant now? what's up?

so,
if you would like to see some of the shit i do now, it's right here:
www.flickr.com/photos/stuffiseesometimes/
maybe we can even be friends there too, who the fuck knows?

if not, well, i'm sorry that you had to read all this crap!

Also,
i have a cat.

Also,
it's weird to look at those old pictures, it feels like someone else did them.

Also,
man, i swear, in my brain, i've been out 5 days.

hu, en francais?
je resume ok, desolé, c'est long :d
pardon, pardon, pardon. j'etais une petite fille avec des couettes, j'ai grandi, j'ai plus de couettes. désolé, désolé, désolé. nouveau flickr: www.flickr.com/photos/stuffiseesometimes/

hmm, un peu plus de texte.
j'ai quitté ce flickr pour pouvoir grandir tranquillement a l'abris des regards. maintenant je suis grand. peut etre que vous avez toujours envie de regarder mes conneries. peut etre meme que vous avez toujours envie de me montrer vos conneries. ca serait plutot cool. un lien vers mon nouveau flickr se dissimule dans cette page si vous voulez voir.

ah oui.

bonne année.
happy new year.