i don't know how to feel right now
there is a thunderstorm screaming just outside my window,
it's beautiful and i have my music turned on low,
so i can feel the rain rushing through my veins.
i'm listening to gaslight anthem.
i went for a drive tonight with one of my friends,
and we blasted a mix cd i made her at the beginning of the summer,
and it is a perfect collection of songs,
and we laughed and remembered and bitched and talked.
and it was amazing,
and i realized how i'm so unused to feeling so light,
and there is a feeling inside my chest,
and it is pushing against my lungs,
saying, come on,
just try to breathe.
but i know it's gonna be ok
everything happens for a reason.
this will fall into place.
i know that.