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I see this i burst out laughing.. i found it again on my sisters fb. I think its sooo funny! We just look so strange! lol.

Anyway i thought i hadnt uploaded something decent in a while, and well ive been crazy busy with HIST and NRSG and finals and group projects to actually do little else, so i cheat and i upload old but really funny pictures hehehe. I did go on a blind date last night, first one since i broke up with aaron. It was good, slightly awkward, but alas he was too young and there was no chemistry. I did have someone else ask me for lunch, so we shall see how it goes.

On other news, i have been excepted to go to Zambia, which means i get a stop over in london, which means im using it and i will be seeing james, which means my life is strangely.... vigoursly complicated, yet peaceful, yet happy. Today i wrote Christina something as closure to myself and posted here (come have a look!) it might be weird, but its done. As a result of my actions dynamics are all weird again. Its just so predictable, But whatever, what i wrote was genuine, and its finished, Im not initiating any more contact. Itll be interesting to see what people judge and comment. I dont judge her for anything weve been threw or the choices shes made. "be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle" i guess i just realized that... she is me. In that realization, i cant hate her. So instead i sent her my love and blessed her life, and now i let go and move on to cleaning up my own ends in this long 5 year battle!

Anyway let me know what you think. Im very curious if you were in her position or mine, what would you think, or just in general. Much love to you all and its almost time to start advant calandar! Oooohrah!