I'm sick, hence an old upload.
Sometimes I get into the mood where I hate every single part about myself. Like the shyness complex and how it stops me from doing almost everything I want to do. The introverted nature I have, which has caused the label of 'loner' to be stuck on me everywhere I go. The inability to trust people because, well, they are people and people have proven to be disappointments. The preference to listen to non-popular and generally labelled 'emo' or 'depressing' music. The fact that I don't smile at people, and I don't make eye contact, hence rendering me as unapproachable. I can't help realizing that all those factors are only deemed negative because of stereotypes. How once you don't fall into a 'good' stereotype, your life will be made a little harder. And I resent it, how the system that our own society built, has so lightly forgotten the meaning of the words 'accepting' and 'non-judgemental'.