In most cases my bad moods stem from my own bad decisions, or self doubt. Little else seems more terrible to me than suffering from my own poorly made decisions. 'Poorly made decisions' encompassing a variety of things, namely not taking chances or just making stupid mistakes that could have easily been avoided had I been paying more attention.
Lately I've felt very small, thoughtless, and cowardly. Despite that though, tomorrow brings the new, as they may or may not say. This has been another nonsensical post.