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not the best shot but i came home and actually took a bath.
endless showers are my usual, in and out....no time for soaking.
funny enough, i passed out and woke up a hour later to cold water.
much safer than me passing out in the shower while standing.

i closed my eyes and slipped under the water for a few seconds while listening to
Life of Leisure

than curse the darkness...Chinese Proverb

let me tell you, the things I've heard this week have been pure comedy.
it's funny how some people can spend a few hours w/ you but feel like they KNOW you.
You can't even pronounce or spell my first name right but some how YOU have the right answers for me.
Amazing.

At times, I thought about packing up my sh*t and moving to Paris (after spending about 2 weeks in Rio, ha).
I would dye my hair and work in some coffee shop.
My mom would eventually get a postcard in the mail stating that I was ok.
But that's not my story right now...

Right now, I'm a person with some major life alternating decisions weighing on my mind.
Tomorrow, mi madre is coming over to help me sort some things out mentally.
What I can tell you is - I have a vision for myself.
I just need to figure out how to bring my thoughts into reality.

To be continued....

Btw: Enjoy your weekend and endless kisses.

Today, a wave came crashing down on me.
I called my mom and she began to cry for her daughter.
Of course, I began to cry b/c her tears weren't my intentions.
The only thing that I could think of was to pray.
It seems that we all have defining moments in our lives and 2012 appears to be my year.

Keep me in your prayers b/c I sure do need them now.

Please note: I'm in good health and mind...I just have some things to figure out.
Kisses

The Moroccan stew came out quite good. Eggplant, chickpeas, tomatoes, raisins, bell peppers, carrots and some spices with a bit of onions and garlic. I bought the 5 minute couscous and didn't bother with the prepackaged seasoning.

You can find this recipe out of "The Vegetarian Gourmet's Easy International Recipes" cookbook or online.

I think Tandoori Tofu is next on the menu.

Oh and I brought my laptop into the kitchen so I could watched "The Fighter." Christian Bale really commits to the role 100% (kinda scary).

Hope your weekend was a good one.

Kisses