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Un!!!!!!

Kim Jon Un is f-ing up my life!!!

Just get on with it and launch the damn thing so the rest of us can get bak to a normal work schedule!!!! I havent had a normal shooting day in almost a month!!!

Im telling you, I am missing the Dear Leader right now. When he said he was going to launch, there was a launch!!!

It rained yesterday
first real rain we have had this year
But because I was dorking around at work, all the rain drops had dried by the time I got home
then...and I swear I am not making this up...it waited until about 5 minutes after there was no more good light and rained again
Between the weather in Colorado and the idiots in North Korea it may be weeks before I get a good rain drop pic!!!

Long road

It was about this time 4 years ago my illness - "the sad" - started to creep into me
I took 6 months before I hit a point where I knew I needed help
I think I hit bottom 3 months later
hard to tell where the deepest point is when you cant see it once you climb back into the light
Im not sure if I will ever go back to the way I was before
knowing how badly my own mind can turn on me has changed me
I wont ever go back to that time when I believed "that could never be me...."
last week a friend called me asking for advice
he returned from deployment the same time I did and was having issues
I told him to stop thinking and get help
go now before it gets worse.....because it will get worse
Im sad for him because soon he too will no longer trust his own mind not to turn on him

sensibility

I finally got in touch with someone from the DAs office about my son
they couldn't be specific because he has not gone to court yet
but it was encouraging
if he is allowed to go into a diversion program, the charges will be dismissed
if he takes a class
if he does community service
if he pays a fine
unfortunately they are just dismissed
and not even sealed as a juvenile offense
part of the public record forever
not sure if that is the best way to serve society
but he made the choices that lead to this