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"I just know there's something dark in me and I hide it. I certainly don't talk about it, but it's there always, this Dark Passenger. And when he's driving, I feel alive, half sick with the thrill of complete wrongness. I don't fight him, I don't want to. He's all I've got. Nothing else could love me, not even... especially not me. Or is that just a lie the Dark Passenger tells me? Because lately there are these moments when I feel connected to something else... someone. It's like the mask is slipping and things... people... who never mattered before are suddenly starting to matter. It scares the hell out of me."

I've seen people playing in the garden
lovers hugging to avoid this wind and other people's eyes
birds flying driven by hunger
waterfalls falling and filling this lonely moment of mine
no flowers
a pepsi-can dancing in this mess.. because a pepsi-can.. can
a suited up man taking off his shoes
my friend caressing her boyfriend's face
and I wish.. I wish I was here

I had to break the window
It just had to be
Better that I break the window
Than miss what I should see

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