I hate it when I am down, when I feel nothing could ever make me feel
better.. .
At the moment I just feel that everything around me is falling down
and I can do
nothing to stop it, it's so depressing :(
I think no one ever can be more optimistic than me, I just prefer to
keep joking
and making people laugh, maybe just to cover up the seeds of sadness
deep inside of me.
I don't like to start complaining about it because it's only will make
me feel worst and for sure will make the one who I'm complaining to
hopeless or maybe will commit a suicide!
I always keep a wide smile on my mouth, but sometimes I feel that I am
lifting mountains of depression on my chest.
Wondering why?
My keyboard will run out of alphabets if I answered that question!
MAY GOD HELP ME!
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MusicBox Greetings 8 months ago | reply
Thank you for sharing this photo under the Creative Commons license. I wanted to let you know that I included it as part of a greeting entitled "A Wish For You" and credited you in the description area along with a link back here.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJvTfX96uQE&feature=plcp
radiant guy 8 months ago | reply
Mick Davidov 4 months ago | reply
Very nice picture wonderfully illustrating your very poetic and powerful words about your present state of mind, that is common to most of us, with variations in intensity, and in frequency. I hope it was only very momentary, otherwise, beyond God, also seek help in medicine so your state does not get worse and more out of your control. Better be safe than sorry. Best wishes of prompt recovery Bashar, as well as fully becoming radiant guy again and only.
radiant guy 4 months ago | reply