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UGHHh so many lady gaga songs stuck in my head.

I know this isn't such a GRAND photo. I would have loved taking an organized photo.
But, honestly, what do I know about taking pictures? I was going to take a photo with my family, but I just couldn't decide! I was also going to print out all the pictures and take a photo with my pictures, but... I think a lot of people have already done that. So, I just took another random photo.

This day I finally saw Lady Gaga's new video, Alejandro. I thought it was really pretty, but I don't think she'd like it if I said it was pretty. ;l or assumed what I thought she'd think. (Yes, I thought it was more than pretty)
I went to Jessica's place.
We ate In-n-Out.
We watched Shutter Island.
We played Red Dead Redemption.
Then, we watched the final episode of Glee (1 in the morning; it was also my first time watching GLEE)
I stayed up until 3:45 watching Alton Brown make buffalo wings. I crashed in this really, pink room haha. I crashed because I ate coffee candy, and because we had to get on the road by 8 in the morning the following day.
Abbey and Jessica went to bed almost 5. So, that was my day and three hours.

I'm proud of myself. I finished this project all by myself and especially since my only tool was a Camera Phone. I think I improved a little bit Haha, but it's all good.
I'm actually, very, glad I decided to do this 365 because it's a record of my memories from June 7, 2009 through June 8, 2010.
It was the most painful year, but I learned so much. I know many people would prefer not to remember "painful" things, but I choose to remember these memories because these "events" made me change. It helped me figure out that I needed to be an individual, I needed to think for myself. That, I can't always depend on people 24/7. (It's not like I didn't already know that, but I guess I just needed this project to embed it in my head, to WAKE UP.) But, I still need people no matter what. They're the only reason why I'm okay and not completely insane.
The 365 days taught me to persevere through the tears, tests, and whatever ridiculous thing I find out.
Even though there were more pictures of me studying... I honestly could have cared less about studying. My studying was ineffective because the only thing I could think about was GUILT. The What if's, etc. I was trying to constantly connect everything around me. I couldn't focus and I was slowly losing my sanity. But, without slightly losing my sanity, I would have not discovered my past, the people in my life, and all these weird coincidences.
BASTA! I LEARNED A LOT.
I learned how to love. Unrequited love, unconditional love, whatever kind of love. I lost love, gained love, and found love in unexpected places.
I learned to dream and believe.
I learned how to move on, but not forget.

I also helped a bazzilion people on this earth. I'm not joking.

This was fun. I will do SENIOR year. I just won't start it now because I need a break.
I know I don't tell people about this 365 project, but I thank whomever followed me from day 1.

part 1 (I didn't wanna get pro.):
www.flickr.com/photos/36772enter/sets/72157619787316896/

It's a california burrito. Mmm... fat.

Well.. this is my summer. Food, food, food.

-_-