a lost heart
'Os amigos não são muito nem pouco, mas o número suficiente'
Hugo von Hofmannsthal, Livro dos amigos
'Friends are not many or few, but just the right number'
Hugo von Hofmannsthal, Book of friends
to all my friends that were worried and were asking about where i was…
i've come back, but i don't promise miracles. i need some time to heal
my heart.
i don't want to hurt anyone but please i don't want to talk about
what's happened… it just happened… and in consequence i decided to
delete all my photos. Maybe now i'm accepting that fact with sadness,
but life runs like this… i did it, is done.
from almost during a year i had been sharing with each flickr soul who
visited my photostream the most genuine of me and i couldn't
continuing… i am ashamed and betrayed… the pursuit of beauty (in
spirit) was corrupted…
in this present moment i don't have any encouragement or yearning to take pictures… everything is still too fresh and taking pictures hurts me…
i promise that i'll try hard… everything is a matter of time passing!
to those who became my flickr friends i just have to return all the kindness and love that you gave me… and i intend to do it (perhaps is a huge promise, but you deserve it).
you are the best and forgive me if i won't comment on your photos as much as you expect, but i'm always looking around sending thoughts of warmth and peacefulness.
have all a good week… each of us has a story to tell even in silence…
| CIMG6772_cuore
Comments and faves
zenog, jelens, Luz Vasconcelos, magic fly paula, and 46 other people added this photo to their favorites.
zenog (66 months ago | reply)
: )*
jelens (66 months ago | reply)
We LOVE you!!!******
lawatt (66 months ago | reply)
so so glad to have you back -- you were muchly missed!! and take things as slowly or tentatively as you need, photos are such an intensely personal thing to share...
*hugs*
Luz Vasconcelos (66 months ago | reply)
Eu continuo por aqui á tua espera!! ;)
magic fly paula (66 months ago | reply)
Ressurgiremos
Ressurgiremos ainda sob os muros de Cnossos
E em Delphos centro do mundo
Ressurgiremos ainda na dura luz de Creta
Ressurgiremos ali onde as palavras
São o nome das coisas
E onde são claros e vivos os contornos
Na aguda luz de Creta
Ressurgiremos ali onde pedra estrela e tempo
São o reino do homem
Ressurgiremos para olhar para a terra de frente
Na luz limpa de Creta
Pois convém tornar claro o coração do homem
E erguer a negra exactidão da cruz
Na luz branca de Creta
Sophia de Mello Breyner Andresen
"Ressurgiremos para olhar para a terra de frente"lembro-me sempre destas palavras luminosas quando estou mais " à deriva".
maditi (66 months ago | reply)
wishing you a happy new start!!!
l'insouciant1 (66 months ago | reply)
Wish you the beautiful, the good and the true!
silvertree (66 months ago | reply)
Sim, nós esperamos! E sorrimos contigo!
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Astrid. (66 months ago | reply)
biiig hugs to you
'YÁRRET (66 months ago | reply)
Un abrazo fuerte, fuerte para tí Carlota. Buena onda y regresa pronto. De lo malo siempre sale algo bueno. :-*
.margarida. (66 months ago | reply)
: )*
placeinsun (66 months ago | reply)
however you decide to return to flickr, you will be warmly welcomed by the many of us who've shared photos and comments with you. you'll know if and when the time is right to photograph . . . in the meanwhile, sending you best thoughts and wishes. take care. e.
conceptvessel (66 months ago | reply)
your presence is a gift, which my heart accepts with gratitude, never with expectation... love to you, joy to you!!
sweetnseattle (66 months ago | reply)
{h u g} :) we're here waiting, take your time, :) we're not going anywhere. xoxo.
roamin (66 months ago | reply)
tiny steps
redrumblefish (66 months ago | reply)
beijinhos! E ca estaremos para ver e comentar a beleza que transborda de dentro de ti em pinturas fotograficas the momentos e sentimentos. :-)
bruce grant (66 months ago | reply)
♥
bereginia (66 months ago | reply)
this is beautiful, my friend! thank you for sharing!
Catherine... (66 months ago | reply)
:)*
First Sight [deleted] (66 months ago | reply)
Me alegro que estés aquí de nuevo. Me sorprendió que desaparecieras. Un abrazo.
corriehoogen (66 months ago | reply)
Let's recite the Heart Sutra together...
Viv | Seattle Bon Vivant (66 months ago | reply)
Sentimos muito a vossa falta, Carlota! Muitos beijinhos, abraços, amor, sorrisos e força! :)
lisa s | dressform (66 months ago | reply)
what everyone else has said....
we are here.
always.
here for you.
if we can help - let us....
an no worries. you do what you need to!
xoxo
c book (66 months ago | reply)
； ）
mel-pin (66 months ago | reply)
every morning a new arrival.
a joy, a meanness
some momentary awareness comes
as un unexpected visitor.
meet them at the door laughing ~
Rumi
zenog (66 months ago | reply)
...
[suspiros]
bisybackson (66 months ago | reply)
:)*
corriehoogen (66 months ago | reply)
RE: The Heart Sutra is about the Buddha's disciples, talking about emptiness, and the Buddha responding to that.
I assumed you knew it (sorry), because it is recited in all different languages, every day.
I'll try to find an English copy and send it to you ;)
isa13 (66 months ago | reply)
Carlota, je suis très heureuse que tu soies revenue... même le coeur lourd. Toutes les pensées écrites pour toi sont positives, nous t'apprécions beaucoup, take your time and know we all love you. La roue tourne Carlota, les beaux jours reviendront :))
Interludio (66 months ago | reply)
os novos começos são sempre bons, limpos e frescos :)))***
*brilho-de-conta (66 months ago | reply)
@taurus: heart sutra i've foud it, thank you!
everyone thank you for your support and tenderness!
bruce grant (66 months ago | reply)
de nada...we love you...
zazai (66 months ago | reply)
Segue o teu destino,
Rega as tuas plantas,
Ama as tuas rosas.
O resto é a sombra
De árvores alheias.
A realidade
Sempre é mais ou menos
Do que nós queremos.
Só nós somos sempre
Iguais a nós-próprios.
(...)
Ricardo Reis [Fernando Pessoa]
Michelle Miramontes (66 months ago | reply)
nicely composed
Berta... (66 months ago | reply)
:)*
Ezhappy (66 months ago | reply)
Acabo de usar esta imagem, num post que a ti dediquei no meu Blog. Se porventura não te for confortável a situação, apagá-lo-ei!
:)*
Marta_Gama_Mendes [deleted] (66 months ago | reply)
eu estou aqui
a2006maria1 (65 months ago | reply)
:***
m a v (65 months ago | reply)
wishing you only goodness ... remember that pain allows us to see and feel joy that much more. you will see & feel it again if you are not already. your images speak volumes. xo
Buda dos Subúrbios (65 months ago | reply)
E digo o quê? ja disseram tudo!
aga_d (65 months ago | reply)
so glad to see you posting again!!!!! very beautiful and touching shot. minimalistic yet says it all.or a lot.
beccapowe11 (65 months ago | reply)
not easily forgotten, even by a stranger. i am glad you are back here and i wish you the best.
No Me Importa Nada [deleted] (65 months ago | reply)
laMiky (62 months ago | reply)
great cutout!
Albert Ip (62 months ago | reply)
Hi, I'm an admin for a group called i♥u, and we'd love to have your photo added to the group.
Kurt Modler (62 months ago | reply)
♥...
poly_mnia (61 months ago | reply)
Hi, I'm an admin for a group called Selected Colors, and we'd love to have your photo added to the group.
poly_mnia (61 months ago | reply)
Hi, I'm an admin for a group called Genii Loci, and we'd love to have your photo added to the group.
Eddi van W. (56 months ago | reply)
Hallo, ich bin der Administrator der Gruppe Spiritueller Marktplatz, und wir freuen uns, Ihr Foto unserer Gruppe hinzuzufügen.
valentino * (54 months ago | reply)
bella fotografia
..:: Rєиέє ::.. (51 months ago | reply)
very nice
p.facco (50 months ago | reply)
maravilhosa!
smiling 4 you (42 months ago | reply)
Adoro a fotografia e a primeira frase é encantadora e muito veradeira!
This photo was invited and added to the Spiritual Marketplace group.
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