rei4ai's photostream

I didn't realize how dark this was until I uploaded it, but in a way I kind of like it.
I feel like I've been away from flickr for so long. I'm going to try to get back into the swing of things.
I took some pictures a while ago that I'll eventually get around to uploading.... hopefully :P

none of my photos have been coming out very good lately. i just feel like all of my photography lately has just been one big failure. i've been lacking inspiration and motivation, or if i do think of a great idea, i can't seem to actually carry it out how i want to. my family and friends always tell me how much they like my work, but sometimes i just feel like they're lying to me to try to make me feel better. they don't know how much of a struggle it is for me to actually produce something of somewhat quality . even when i do happen to be really proud of one of my photos, i see all of the other much greater photographers on flickr and feel like my work is mediocre in comparison.
i was actually in a really great mood today on the way home from school, but for some reason all of the melted away once i walked in the door.