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after school driving around is my favorite. this is that.
thanks to dale's shoes.
i like this. fuck trendy, pretty shit.

click on it, look at it big and black.

bah. i'm uploading from science & society
i hate this class because
if there's two things i hate it's science
and society.
ill write later.
i have a lot of feelings.

oh god this is so bad.
i have no photoshop right now don't judge. this is basically just me marking the date. marking the year.

and this is me. and that was the hardest thing for me to accept in 2011.
it was good and it was bad. here are things.
-i started really writing
-i stayed in my beautiful relationship
-i got out of that relationship when it became ugly
-i saw okkervil river and the decemberists
-i saw demitri martin
-i went to new york
-i decided i like chicago more
-i did crazy teenager things for the first time ever
-i regretted none
-i cut my hair super short
-i got in a car accident
-i worked in three different restaurant
-i realized i hate fucking working in restaurants
-i found and embraced my dare-i-say "indie" side.
-i admitted that i needed help
-i was partially hospitalized for my eating disorder
-I began to accept what had been unacceptable
-I gave myself the credit to appreciate that
-I began to defrost and let myself feel without hurting myself

-I got ready for the life I plan to live completely in 2012