ohaiitsholly's photostream

exhale the pain of realizing that you'll never get it back.
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hi, unicorn kiddo's. it's been a while. i'm sorry for my lack of activity here, i just haven't had time. even tumblr has been slow for me, and that's bad because i used to almost always be on tumblr.
i'm having second thoughts about this photo. it looks better on a bright screen. on my mac it was beautiful, but on my dell, it's kind of asjffaslkfajfka. so idkidk. i feel like maybe it needs a brighter green.

my pro account is gone. ;c i'll get it back soon, though. once i get better at uploading, WHICH WILL BE SOON OK.
i hope you're all doing well and had a wonderful holidays. c:

alright, bye my unicorn kids. c:

tumblr.

hi gaise. ok, so, i've had this photo up on private for 2 weeks, but i forgot to put it on public. lololol, i'm sorry. i have problems.

i took the ohaiiits out of my user name. i kept it on my watermark for this photo though. i might keep my water mark like that.
my stream is so ew right now. i'm going to take amazing pictures and make it better one day.

anyway, i was tagged like 553857327239672967293 times. so i'll just do this tag because it's my favorite one. c:

post 10 things I wish I could say to people:

1.) You're a terrible friend. There is absolutely nothing about you I like anymore. Your parents won't get you something super expensive, the boy you like doesn't like you back, your life is so miserable, blah, blah, blah. I don't care about your "problems." They aren't real.
2.) I love you. You've helped me through everything. You're my best friend. I honestly don't know who I would tell all of this stuff to if I didn't have you. You're amazing. You're my favorite, I love you. <3
3.) We've gotten so close this year, you're the funniest and chillest person I've ever met. I tell you all of the crazy stuff that goes on with me and you always help me through it with a laugh. You're great.
4.) I don't like what you did to him. He used to be so happy. He used to smile everyday. He used to love life. Now all he wants to do is cry. He's numb to everything around him. You've hurt someone I love. It's terrible.
5.) You're a terrible doctor. I refuse to take medicine again. It will not happen. I'm going to be happy, I will be happy. And I do not need medicine to do it. Medicine will just make me dependent again, and I will not be dependent on something other than myself to make me happy.
6.) You're like a party in a person. I love you to death. LET'S GO BOY HUNTING, BOOB FACE. <3
7.) I remember when we were so close. What happened?
8.) I'm better off without you.
9.) I hope you fall in a ditch for a week and a bear drags you out. Then I hope he leaves you and you end up sad. Look what you're doing to him.
10.) So, you liked me. I liked you. You told my friends. You never told me. I didn't ever know, so I never told you. You thought I didn't share the feeling, you got back with your ex. I stopped liking you, because I didn't wanna waste my time, you stopped liking me 'cause you were with her. You guys broke up recently. Where does this leave us?

tag, you're it. c: and if i didn't tag you, do it anyway! c:

i love you all soooooo much! i'm sorry i suck at uploading. but i will get better, i promise!
bye, uicorn kids, see you next week. c:

she'll leave you as fast as she came to you if she doesn't.
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hi gaise. i'm sorry. i never meant to be gone so long. *if you get the music reference, i'll love you.*
but really though, i am so sorry! i have a lot of pictures from this and other shoots, so i'll get better, i promise!

eh, this is kind of out of focus. and over-exposed. but i actually like it.

i miss my grandma. she passed away exactly one year and two days ago.

field hockey ended last week. i'm a freshman in high school, and i was moved up to varsity when jv ended. i only got a little playing time on varsity, but it was great experience.
the girls i met on that team are truly amazing and i miss it so much. the day after it had ended, i looked at the clock and it read 4 and i was like "OHMYDAJDAKHJAK I'M LATE FOR PRACTICE." and then i remembered. xD

okay, i love you guys so much. goodbye, unicorn kids. <3

hai unicorns. i'm so sorry i haven't been active lately! i've been so busy with school and field hockey, i haven't had time for uploading. my tumblr's been really slow lately too. -.-
but i'm trying to get better and i have a lot of fall/winter photoshoots planned, so i should be a lot more active.
BRI! i got your prints! i love them so much! thank you! <3
i love you all so much, and your unicorn mother hopes everthing is well. i'm gonna go catch up with tags and comments.
have a lovely morning/afternoon/evening/night/day/week/month/year/decade/century. <3

just give credit if you use this, please. c:

i'm so sorry.
school and official field hockey season started three weeks ago and i haven't been able to upload since. and thank you for all the messages asking me where i was. i've barely been on tumblr. and if you follow me, you'll understand why that is the weirdest thing.
k, so what's happend:
- i had three games in a row this week. and i adore my team so much. they're such great girls. <3 and everyone is recruiting to get more girls. c:
-my mom is in the hospital, but she'll be okay. which is the best thing in the world because she was really sick.
- i'm starting to get algebra 2. my teacher thinks i'm dumb. lol, i'm a 9th grader taking an 11th grade class. fuck you, ma'am.
- i love lemonade so much, o m g.
-idk what i'm typing anymore. xD
cantkeepmynameoutyourmouth.tumblr.com/
- that blog is the best. because it's mine. follow. or else.
- i just told my friend that i didn't want his non-existent penis. <3
- i've met great new people at my new school. :3
- idk if i should have put text on this.
- but i really like this so.
- LOOK AT IT IN LIGHT BOX, DAKDAHDJAKDJAHD. <3
- lol, am i cool yet?

Jacqueline! I got your prints! Thank you sooo much, they're beautiful! c:

ok, i love you all so much. and i'm tagging people so you guys know that i haven't forgotten about you. and that as i tell you often, you have amazing streams and faces. c;

kbye, unicorn kiddos. unicorn mama loves you. c; <3