Looking on the inside.....
You know I'm getting up there (into adulthood) sorta, these are the years that are really determining of who you are, where you go, what you become, and who is following along with you in the journey.... holy, that's a lot of stuff in the stupidest (supposedly) years of our life, where we tend to make most of our stupid decisions, and don't know what's best for us... why the hec is it like that.. I have NO CLUE