Wow.
So. Wow. Where to start?
Last winter my friends dared me to dye my hair blue. And I did it. Later, I regretted it, mainly because I looked like an idiot, but I never will regret the result of that. The new, strange hair colour gave me the confidence to start this project. Despite having smashed my beloved Nikon D60 a week previously, I began. New to the photography scene and with little amounts of contacts and support on flickr I took a shot daily. Now, I could write up every interesting thing, every crazy thing, every stupid thing I did, but I won't - that's why I'm a photographer. My photos speak for me - or the crazy ramblings underneath that sometimes got quite long will help guide you. I made friends on flickr - I made really good friends - some whom I've lost contact with, others whom I send letters to and are good friends with. I know everything about this art because of you guys. You've seen me sad, you've seen me happy, you've seen me make fake tears and make real tears, I've had great friends who I have lost, and found who my real friends are. Who can forget my absolute, complete, obsession with scrabble. Or my love of hands. But above all, was paint. Red stripes, half blue, half blue, with Andrea, out of focus, with a new hair colour, paired with Toronto bokeh and starting with this. My all-time favourite. my most pathetic, my good friend, my best friend. Christmas came and went, 2009 ended. I hated myself, and I felt empty and really, honestly found myself.
The past three hundred and sixty five days, I have grown up. I've loved, and I've lost and I've been hurt and and I've hurt others - but I've lived. So goodbye - but not for long. Either tomorrow I'll go through my day, fall asleep and keep living for a while, or I'll realize I'm making a mistake in not taking a photo and will start a second year. But either way - thank you. I'm no longer scared, I'm no longer lonely, I'm still tired, I'm no longer pathetic - I made it a year, and I'm stronger than I thought.
OH - and who can forget the poo shot? I get views from google nearly EVERYDAY from people searching for 'poo on face' or 'poo smeared face'.