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Big Island

Empire State Building

Big Island, Hawaii

Truth is a whisper and only a choice
Nobody hears above this noise
Always a risk when you try and believe
I know there's so much more than me

Yeah I got caught in the ruse of the world
It's just a promise no one ever keeps
And now it's changing while you sleep
And no one here can see

You know all that I am
Feel this moment in you
You know all that I am
Can you teach me to believe in something?

I've been staring at this picture for a while, trying to figure out which song lyrics I should write here. I wanted something light and happy, but I'm just not in the mood for that. And the songs that did fall in that category just weren't right for this pic.

I chose this however, because it's a question I've been asking myself. I've been feeling lost these last few days (or weeks to tell you the truth) and I've been trying to find something. I'm not sure what it was that I was looking for, but I even opened my old dusty bible looking for answers. As it turns out the bible is not my thing. Maybe faith isn't either.. I want to believe, but I just can't..
And so I felt even more lost than I did before.

But yesterday things changed when I realised all I need to believe in are the things that make me smile. And that's music. It gives me just about everything I could ask for.. And so I found my answers in music (to be more specific: Goo Goo Dolls) once again.

And to those of you who do find faith in God and the Bible, I'd just like to say: you are lucky. very lucky.