365.209 - Anxiety

    Day Two Hundred Nine: July 9th, 2007.

    High anxiety. Stressed out. Worried. My future's not looking so hot right now. I want to run away and not be found. I might. I might.

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    1. wagsdot911 (59 months ago | reply)

      boy do i have those days too. does journaling help you? maybe you might find something when you take your trip to see your family.

    2. mestes76 (59 months ago | reply)

      My blog USED to help but that's long gone and I don't have any intention of going back to it.

      Ehhhh... doesn't matter.

    3. choirbell (59 months ago | reply)

      I know what you mean about blogging... it did help at first, but not so much right now. However, friends can help when you least expect it. Should you ever need to just talk to someone, you can always send me an e-mail... I promise to always talk to you.

    4. mestes76 (59 months ago | reply)

      Thanks! You are a sweetheart to even offer. There are some things I CAN talk about and some things I can't. This is one of those that I really can't.

      Whatever happens happens.

    5. choirbell (59 months ago | reply)

      Well, know you have a friend that listens well, knows when to not offer advice and gives great hugs!

    6. mestes76 (59 months ago | reply)

      Thanks! :)

    7. tammyjq41 (59 months ago | reply)

      Hey if you need me I am a phone call away and or a plane! hint hint!
      Keep smiling

    8. mestes76 (59 months ago | reply)

      Thanks - things are a bit confused right now but once I get back from Maine I expect I'll have some things sorted out. I'd love to be able to get down there again by fall. Even if it's just for a weekend. I'd love to go to the Zoo again... the Aquarium was great but if my time is limited, it'd be cool to do something else. I don't really have any ideas though! hehe We sure did pack in a lot in just a few days. I LOVE IT!

    9. wagsdot911 (59 months ago | reply)

      ooppss! I didnt mean blogging at all. I meant writing in a journal by hand. But im sure you will find your way.. good luck!

    10. mestes76 (59 months ago | reply)

      Ahhhhhhh.... nope, never really done that. But I do frequently end up working out my feelings in letters - some I send, some I don't. That's more of a way to work out emotional conflicts with OTHERS.

      The inner conflict stuff... totally different.

      I bottle.

    11. tammyjq41 (59 months ago | reply)

      Mark I will take you to the wild safari! We will have a blast!

    12. mestes76 (59 months ago | reply)

      Ohhhhh.... I forgot about that. That would be GREAT!

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