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I don't mean to hurt, just to put you first
I won't tell you lies (I'm sorry)
I will stand accused
With my hand on my heart
I'm just trying to say

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

Sum 41 - Best of Me

.......

Random Fact: There is nothing more astounding than the power of interpretation.

I missed my run this morning.
My husband called me "un-wakable"...heh.

Dammit, if it didn't throw off my whole day in my opinion. I didn't even get out of my pajamas until...well...to put on this white skirt. Whatever though.

TOMORROW I AIN'T MISSING MY RUN!

G'night.
*K

Musically Challenged and Secondhand Serenade - Something More.

Random Fact: This is the first photograph from this 366days that feels like......me.

Take that as you will.

So shoot a star on a boulevard tonight
I think I'll figure it out
With a little more time
But who needs time

I had a good day again.....three in a row?
It's either the Twilight Zone or clearly linked maliciously to the fact I've started running again.

Heh. Either way, I'm not gonna argue.
;-)
mwah
~k~

Random Fact: Seriously considering getting a new tattoo...not sure where to plunk it yet.
Suggestions?

Musically Challenged and Panic! at the Disco Turn Off the Lights

Another awesome day in the world of K.

....A statement not to me confused with "an awesome manipulation by K"....erm...no.

However, I can explain how non-stressful that distinction is right now.

Once a week I get to sit down, come up with some ridiculous, dumbass concept with my best friend and make a terribly processed picture out of it.
It's the one day a week...I don't care about being a photographer...or what people think...it's my day to just be dumb, and silly, and process shit in the lamest way possible. (or...fastest/cheesiest/crappiest...you pick)

For that...I look forward to. It's enjoyable to bullshit and complain to each other as we do it, sure....but really....for me?

The best part is knowing that it doesn't really matter....at the end....because, well......I'll smile, he'll smile...and fuck...someone out there better be smiling.
It just makes me happy......so...anyways.....

I am posting a shitty ass processed pic, however....it still makes me laugh....and in ten years....it still will.
I'll always have that. ;-)

yeah. I had a good day. :) Just cos it's relative to the picture...also linking this for you Ad. :D Only cos I love you, of course.

;-) Gnight all (or good morning...damn)
xoxo
mwah
K

Random Fact: I love hoodies.

I was in a fantastic mood earlier.

We did some shopping, I bought some new running shoes that are...no doubt, the ugliest shoes I've ever paid over $50 for.
What is with women's active shoes, now? They're fucking ugly.
Hot pink, neon orange...clashing bright colors....
Are we afraid of getting hit by cars now, we run so much that we're so damn skinny cars can't see us anymore so we need blindingly bright shoes??!!
wtf.

Anyway. They're awesome. I mean...they fit awesome. They're ugly.

So, I came home, contorted my body into all kinds of poses that..well..were alright. But, then hated the outcome, I spent three..no..wasted three hours editing..until I just now went outside and cried for 10 minutes.
I fucking cried.
I'm sick of hating everything I post. I almost quit. I seriously HATE almost everything I post.
So, fuck it.

Earlier today, while I was shooting, my husband came in...talked to me...laid down on the floor in front of me...and ...well.
Did this. ^^^

Hours later...hell...I'm posting it cos it's real. It's real!
Why not be real.

There we have it, people. First time ever genuine K smile. Candid. For reals, yo. ;-)
(I'd say normally the husband would sigh at this...but considering my mood the past couple hours, I think I might just get me a kiss...actually.)
the end.

Random Fact: As proof of my ridiculous ability to misuse wordage in public places and continually embarrass my husband; Today as I'm trying on dozens of running shoes and hating them all, I finally put on the ones I ended up buying.
"Oh...they touch me in all the right places!" (loudly...of course)

Yes. Not sure why he takes me anywhere, to be honest.