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Catching Sleep by The Mile Run [live] --- Watch it! (It starts at about 33 seconds) www.youtube.com/watch?v=LW5AdQP4md0

'I'm awakened with confusion-based shakes.
I'm hated by an imaginary state.
Manic moments, unrealistic fears.
I withstand it, comfort me, my dear...'

Binx and Beast spend another night together.. another night of perfection. Beast can now sleep easy, and awake in peace without the violent mishaps of her nightmares torturing her to consciousness. Finally awakening alone she contemplates looking for Binx, before Binx herself returns to Beast. She thinks about leaving to run errands but Beast asks her to stay... and she easily agrees. They snuggle for a while, discussing serious matters before Beast loses interest in the seriousness, seeking levity through soft romance. Kisses, hugs, cuddling, and happiness -- pure happiness that encases Beast's heart like armor; protection set up for her by Binx... and made for her to take off whenever she wants. With a light kiss all the tension fades, and she lets it go... perfectly happy to remain in peace.

Soon after Beast finds the body of her Mistress, Binx, she starts to lose all that she held sane... her mind like her heart -- shattering under the pain. Who attacked her? Who would do this to Binx? Beast finds out soon enough after having her suspicions confirmed... it was in fact the backstabbing and gutless Catwalkers... more specifically the Matron and the one younger Catwalker who she'd contemplated smashing into the ground before: Jes. Now Beast is enraged, after receiving nanites from Mirage and helping Binx back to health she took a vow for revenge. Though for some reason Binx tried to stop her... saying that they needed to work as a group with the HIVE to seek such vengeance. Beast won't hear of it... no matter her pleas or demands from her Mistress, Beast won't be able to stay away; driven by desire and blood lust she waits for her opportunity to arise. Soon after Beast's hysteria, which shocked Binx damn near the point of fainting, she relaxed... of course with the help of sedatives; Binx soon brought Beast back to the studio and let her awaken soon questioning her about what she had done... Beast wouldn't take it serious and Binx blew up in her face. Miss Komie, Binx's rightful owner showed up, wondering also what happened to Binx which soon turned into a shouting argument Beast remained quiet. After the heated shouting Binx tried to go after Komie for some reason, and Beast wouldn't let her go; Beast needed Binx... she needed her domination for some reason as if she fed of that now, trusting only Binx with her safety if anything. She punched Binx, and begged her not to go, shouting her pleas of love at the machine that was once a living hybrid. Binx soon turned and started to asphyxiate Beast and promised her that she'd wish Beast hadn't told her to make Beast her Kitten. After choking the hell out of Beast... Binx hadn't finished, and smashed Beast's face into the wall twice, once more painful and damaging than the last. Now Beast lay on the wooden deck bleeding all down her face and neck... and turned away in shame. Had Binx cried? What were those wet drops of liquid that stained the wood at Binx's feet? Soon after Binx helped wipe off some of the blood off and took care of her later on. All this time Beast was taking the pain... willing to accept all the punishment she truly deserved from her Mistress, all for her... just so Binx would stay with Beast that night. It was strange how much Binx and tortured Beast then nurtured her busted up Kitten. What caused all of this? Who is really to blame? When will vengeance be had? It all seems a mystery...

Beast has been through a lot recently, emotionally, mentally, and definitely physically. First began leaving the Pride, for she felt her time there wouldn't have been well served, and that in the process of becoming a true Catwalker, they themselves have lost their way. To Beast, who -has- served in the Pride before and is -again- on the outside looking in she sees what it is... the small divisions, the groups within the group, and when the Matron was elected Beast felt the division grow deeper. Knowing and feeling all of that she stepped back, with a calm manner considering her usual self and personality and said a simple, gracious, but rather crude 'Goodbye'. Soon after she left she sought out the one person who'd make it better... Binx. Binx had, at this point, engraved her name into Beast's healing heart, binding her with those three simple words: I love you. Enamored by all of this Beast could only respond with a smile, a genuine and rather rare smile; all of this time Beast carried a hole in her chest, which she filled with hatred and lust. Filling her weary pain and suffering with violence and sex... uncertainty and atrocity. It was as if the very blood itself could flow freely from that hole in her chest, and leak right across her broken body, all until Binx happened; now she had her chance to become closer to Binx, her lover and mistress... She also finally got the signal from the woman who enhanced her claws to come back in for a supposed final operation, which she asked Binx to show for, and she did. After the doctor briefly stopped all nerve signals to her arms she operated, and went into the flesh even bone to add false tendons to make sure Beast's new claws wouldn't rip apart her hands, and after stitched her bloody arms up. They looked swollen and rather hideous, but in the process of healing still. Binx had taken Beast home... to their new home... to rest.

Only a day into Kae's life in the Catwalkers... and she managed to break an unspoken rule, don't piss off Beast. She picked up on Beast's collar, and believed that Beast was like her: Happy to wear a collar. However things changed, and Beast listened to Kae talk all about being devote and faithful to one person, the one who collared her. This seemed ironic to Beast, how could you be devote to somebody if they didn't have to be just as devote back? If they slept with somebody else you could only nod with a smile on your face. How is that anything but submissive? But after Beast exploded with an intensity about not being able to do so she left, leaving with an apology on her part for upsetting Kae. First real night with the Catwalkers started out rather desolate, until Kae found Beast sticking up for her, since BB was sharing Kae's 'personality' of sorts. After Kae had relaxed, not upset anymore, she found Beast and they made amends. Where is it all going? What does it mean to make amends... How can you stay friends even? Considering they were two -very- opposite personalities.

-For all intents and purposes the rather graphic RP has NOT been included... and it's over 8 HOURS worth of RP, so here's the story behind all of it so far-

After weeks of vicious enmity and bloodshed Beast finally finds herself becoming more attached to a girl, her name was Binx. Beast and Binx had a bumpy relationship that resulted in Binx being clawed open a few times to the point of almost being killed in return Beast had been shot multiple times. Not many knew how it started out... and nobody knew how it'd end. Soon after they became friends there was a spark, something that set both of the hybrids off and there was a need, an urgency to be together. Binx being the stranger to any type of romance relied on her ability to control people, and Beast wasn't one to be controlled. This being said Binx drugged and kidnapped Beast days after that spark and there was a brief and not so romantic 'interlude' between them before Beast was set free once more by one of Binx's commanders. After they decided to kick it down a few notches which didn't last long, resulting in more bloodshed between the two after a long night of Beast being angry and Binx trying to control her again. Mirage stepped in after this and told them what they had need to end, or somebody was going to be killed... by her, most likely. After days of waiting Beast nor Binx could resist, and at this point Beast may have been showing signs of Stockholm Syndrome and wanted Binx... this lead them to proclaim love for each other that fatal night as they hugged and embraced warmly. Beast now holding Binx protectively against her noticed Mirage who had shown up and hadn't been so happy; now with Mirage about to attack Beast Binx stepped in and this resulted in Mirage cutting her open and blowing her brains all over the sand, and Beast. Komie, Binx's owner who had paid for her long ago now showed up and being one that couldn't defy Mirage's orders knocked Beast out cold when Beast wasn't looking; soon Mirage and Komie dragged off Binx's body... as well as Beast's. When Beast woke up she was in the Hive lair and long story short she went feral and hacked up Komie and a little bit of Mirage as well before they drugged her with paralytics. Skipping ahead a little short of a day Beast woke up after being drugged out her mind by the paralytics and a sleep-inducing narcotic found herself locked in a cage somewhere not as close to the Hive base... and with Komie near. Komie went out and hired 'babysitters' for Beast while she was busy doing various things for the Hive and while they had a meet and greet Komie's babysitter Kelsee got to taste a little of Beast's claws... now understanding why Komie had apparently paid a -large- amount of money for them to watch over the beautiful killing machine. Shortly after Komie drugged Beast again... this time with a poison that Komie's body developed that induced something a little more intense than an acid trip on LSD and things happened from there...