fear [feer] noun
1. A distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid. Synonyms: foreboding, apprehension, consternation, dismay, dread, terror, fright, panic, horror, trepidation, qualm. Antonyms: courage, security, calm, intrepidity.
I'm terrified. Honestly, I don't even think that terror completely encompasses the feelings running through every nerve ending in my body at this precise moment. Say what you will about being brave and that all you need is courage and anything can be accomplished. Sure, you could be right, I'm probably wrong but it doesn't change the simple fact that I am moments away from a panic attack with tears on the brims of my lashes.
I really and truly wish tomorrow never had to come.