64/365 - Survival
There are some days I feel like I'm doing everything I can to just simply hold it together...
Today is a bad day....
I'm angry, I'm upset, I'm disappointed, I'm feeling sorry for
myself.....I try not to let myself get so beaten down but theres some
days where I just can't help it...and I decide that the healthiest
thing for me to do at this moment is to feel this way.....
and afterwards I'll be better.....
I wish someone could tell me how to do this.....how to get through this...because I honestly feel that I have this knife lodged in my heart and every time I see a baby....a pregnant woman...it twists and twists and twists.........
How can you overcome something when you see it everywhere?
my only task for today....is getting through today.....
I'm really hoping tomorrow will be better
Comments and faves
dramamath (56 months ago | reply)
{[(hug)]}
tlp photography (56 months ago | reply)
Wow! Do I ever know what you mean!
My best friends and I were 9 weeks apart. She had tried for 6 months to get pregnant and finally she was. A few days after she told me she was expecting...I miscarried! It husts to see her sometimes but I am so happy for her. I know there is a bigger plan and that things had to happen this way for me. It is not your fault and someday you will be able to see why this happened!
Hang in there...flickrmail we WHENEVER! I am here for you!
Live in the feelings and emotions you have right now! It is very good to do!
Great photo...very emotional....I know this all to well!
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Steve McNail (56 months ago | reply)
Oh gillian ... I'm so so so sorry!!!! I wish I (or anybody) could do something. Be sure I (and your other contacts) are thinking of you! I desperatly hope that you find a bit strenght for getting through today...and the other days. I'm sure that there will be a light at the end of the tunnel in the future!!! Thinking of you and wishing you all all all the best! *big crushing hug*
~*Gillian*~ (56 months ago | reply)
Thanks everyone for your support :) I have my good days and my bad...today unfortunately is a bad day :) but ill be ok...
DramaMath - Thanks hun :)
Tiffany - I will flickrmail you lol you can count on that ;) thanks for your support hun
*returns Steve big crushing hug* *giggles* thanks love
camillesau (56 months ago | reply)
Sending you tender thoughts from Virginia.
Amy Michelle (56 months ago | reply)
Ohhh, I feel for you!!!! I've had a lot of bad days lately. And I still don't know how to get through them. Time seems to drag on too, which does not help. Hang in there!!
~*Leah*~ (56 months ago | reply)
I agree with you. Sometimes its more harmful to try to fight it. I hope your days have gotten better since this was taken....
Mountain Record added this photo to their favorites. (5 months ago)