- I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers mein freund. I will. Stay strong okay? - .I Travel East.
- all those hearts are still not enough to tell you, how much i love youuuu :)) - Alper Design
- Me gusta el dibu! - El dulce movimiento de un pestañeo
- Unglaublich diese tolle Augen ! - Apfelkeller
I won't be okay and I won't pretend I am~
Yes, my hair is black again. Yes, I do have multiple sclerosis. Yes,
I'm scared to hell.
Just a short life sign to let you know I'm still here. I'm not doing
particularly fine but I'm trying to rearrange my life. I was also not
sure to be honest about my health issues but I feel it's better not to
hide it at all. There is also no known cure for multiple sclerosis.
Means I'll have to deal with that issue for the rest of my life. I so
cannot hear "get well soon" anymore. Because I won't. And I
know it.
So far I'm getting cortisone infusions again, from next week on I will
have to do the injections on my own. I still have no clue how life
will go on... I'm just scared of so many things.
Well... that's it so far!
Happy Monday Blues!
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Comments and faves
rogvon, ♥ Lisa, .I Travel East., Alper Design, and 142 other people added this photo to their favorites.
Pink Pixel Photography (f.k.a. Sunny) (22 months ago | reply)
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♥ Lisa (22 months ago | reply)
Stay strong, everything will be fine xxx
rogvon (22 months ago | reply)
You are an inspiration to us all! Go gal!
Alper Design (22 months ago | reply)
Love you honey :))
and i'll be at your side.. <3 <3 <3
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Seen on de.mg40.mail.yahoo.com (?)
.I Travel East. (22 months ago | reply)
Big hug my dear dear dear Sunny!!!
STAY STRONG my friend!!! :)
Steffen Jakob (22 months ago | reply)
I'm quite speechless. I'm thinking of you. Best wishes! Oh, and great selfie!
KimFearheiley (22 months ago | reply)
Use your camera for mental therapy. We miss you! Much love sweetie.
isayx3 (22 months ago | reply)
Sad news....Just try to live every day to it's fullest....or sit around and watch TV like i do :)
TimsPicsBude will catch up one day! (22 months ago | reply)
Sunny that's bad news, sorry to hear it, get the best you can out of it all....Best wishes Tim
jaaanet ♫ (22 months ago | reply)
this is sooo cute :D
Robbie Swan (22 months ago | reply)
This really is a stunning photograph!! Beautiful composition and fantastic tones through out!
The quality of your work gets better and better every upload!!! Amazing!
Robbie
MINT ICETEA (22 months ago | reply)
When I saw the image I thought - Cute expression
But after reading your story... i am speechless... just googled about Multiple sclerosis and I don't want to accept that this happening to a friend of mine :(
It's really brave of you to have shared the news here
People say prayers have power and they can do miracles...if there is any truth in this belief... I pray from bottom of my heart for you to recover from this disease and have a health and happy life once again.
* hugs & kisses *
cath2pints (22 months ago | reply)
Sunny....im sending you a BIG HUG from me and Haze xxxxxx
Mansour Ali (22 months ago | reply)
definitely an outstanding capture ! like the expression!
AndreaKamal.com (22 months ago | reply)
Liebe Paola,
welche Worte sind die richtigen Worte? Die Antwort fällt mir schwer.
Das ist eine traurige Nachricht, aber du scheinst ein starker Mensch zu sein und siehst die Dinge wie sie sind. Ich denke, dass ist die richtige Einstellung.
Sei stark und vertraue immer auf Gott!
Ganz liebe Grüße aus Hamburg
Andrea
Jeff Eickhoff (22 months ago | reply)
Hugs, amiga. Live every day to the fullest. There's nothing I can say to change your life, but you should know that you bring a lot of people in this community happiness and inspiration. I hope you can find peace and happiness in these stressful times.
M. Raj (22 months ago | reply)
Outch ! So sorry to hear that !!! Must be so hard to accept it, but there is no choice given...
Big hug Sunny !
Michaela Rother (22 months ago | reply)
Mannnn das ist ja echt Scheiße!!!! :((((
Bleib stark aber wenn nicht ists auch ok! Wir sind hier alle für dich da!
Flickr liebt dich! <3
Oº°‘¨ Mokas Boa ¨‘°ºO (22 months ago | reply)
during life we collecting stones that appeared to us on our way ... pick up all those stones and build the castle where you will be queen. and yes, if you're not well dont pretend that you are, because the reality has to be faced, like you are doing. all your friends will suport you and help you. btw beautiful picture u did :)
From Portugal to you, a big hug \o/
sadarfoor (catching up) (22 months ago | reply)
this is super cute ! :) love your t shirt
.nancy.long.ago. (22 months ago | reply)
Wonderful photo!
As for your caption, all I can say is that you shouldn't pretend and should feel scared, but also definitely not hopeless. There are so many things in life which well, simply put - suck, but I do hope that with the help of the people around you and with your own personal strength you will find a way to live your life beautifully even with this illness. Just take that fear and shove it into something creative, something useful, and I'm sure you'll manage. A friend of my mother's has been struggling with the same illness, and even though she's had rough patches, she is still able to lead a 'normal' (that is fulfilled) life and with the help of the doctors is I daresay doing just fine. So just hang in there and be strong and wonderful and you'll manage! All the best! :)
photocillin (22 months ago | reply)
Life does suck a lot sometimes .Multiple hugs Paola. There are no smart words of advice here, but clearly your fantastic sense of humour is intact. You are not alone. And we love you lots xx
ANVAR - RUSSIANTEXAN © (22 months ago | reply)
So funny!@
Gorgeous SP!
Klein Geißlein (22 months ago | reply)
Jaaaaaa, sehr coool! Tolle Idee und Umsetzung!
ThePolaroidLife [deleted] (22 months ago | reply)
aw very cool concept. lovely!
bonnix (Scotty) (22 months ago | reply)
Oh Paola, das tut mir echt leid für dich. Sei stark!!
Ich habe seit 14 Jahren eine andere Art Erkrankung (Morbus Bechterew) .. ich fühle mit dir mit.
See you on Flickr ..
Grüßle,
Scotty
Btw. cooles selfie ..
stocks photography (22 months ago | reply)
brave girl for opening your heart........and it's a big one, stand tall Paola.
Julie Grath (22 months ago | reply)
Sunny, strong words and I admire your will and strength to tell them. No, you wont get well, but you will find a way to deal and live with it. At the end you will have to. It takes time. You need to settle after such a chock, this must be. The shot is gorgeous, and I sense you still have your humor, creativity and Irony intact - I think that's a pretty good start ;-)
Fegiz (22 months ago | reply)
i l♡ve this shoot
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Luciano Kuprešak (22 months ago | reply)
cool
like it
Camera*Girl (22 months ago | reply)
I'm not saying I know it will be easy or that things will turn up for the better. I can't say that, just like I can't say I know you very well and how you will personally handle this challenge. BUT I can say I know people (women especially) who have lived with MS for years... nay, decades. Finding a supportive network of people who understand how it impacts life and can help make changes is important. Don't let it limit you before you get there (there being every obstacle you will face). I wish you courage, strength and determination, b/c from my experience, those three things make a world of a difference.
CocoChanel;♥ (22 months ago | reply)
Lovely :)
❀giz72❀{Cuckoomoon} (will be back!) (22 months ago | reply)
Sunny you are a beautiful person, both inside and out, and I wish you all the very best, it's not going to be easy, sure, but you will find the inner strength sweetie.
I'm sending positive thoughts your way, keep safe. hugs x0x
atomareaufruestung (22 months ago | reply)
sehr cool!
Ciel [Droom Kleuren] (22 months ago | reply)
oh sheesh that sucks! i'm really sorry! your strength and creativity will get you through! and photography, i'm sure, will definitely be a nice outlet! wishing all the best! love from Holland XX
Abby Lanes (22 months ago | reply)
I'm reading an amazing book that you might like... "Angel's in My Hair." I have another flickr friend with MS if you'd like an introduction online. I will say prayers for you. Hugs! Love your photo, it's beautiful!
*ChRiSeDa* (22 months ago | reply)
aawww hon... i am glad to see you here ... sorry you have to deal with it. Everyone of us has something... i applaud you for putting it out there... big hugs and my thoughts are with you xoxoxo
Sabinche (22 months ago | reply)
Ich wünsche dir das Allerbeste, Sunny. Manchmal geschehen ja doch Wunder...
Bleib stark, bleib du - du bist nicht allein.
.I Travel East. (22 months ago | reply)
I don't usually do this but I am back to keep you some company my friend! :)))
Gonza ¡ FF ! (22 months ago | reply)
Very nice
Abraham Siloé (22 months ago | reply)
nice shot
like it
mj.foto (22 months ago | reply)
Just stay strong and continue to live life to the fullest.
--
Seen in my contacts' photos. (?)
Sylvia @ fiveonenine.ca (22 months ago | reply)
I hope your offline world is as sweet and supportive as the online world.
I'll think of you as I work with the local MS society on the next big fundraiser.
jen.bodeker (22 months ago | reply)
Love the image, awesome expression. Strength and prayers...
Iridie (22 months ago | reply)
Ich wünsche dir einfach nur alles Gute, viel Kraft und Liebe!
Und auch weiterhin so viel Kreativität und Talent!
Dieses Bild ist wundervol!!
Sally MK (22 months ago | reply)
Gorgeous selfie Sunny, you one of my longest flickr friend and i remember how my photography grew with your support and i thank you so much for that. Also im so sad to hear about your illness and my heart goes to you. I see ur trying to be happy in that photo, good spirit sunny . I wish you all the best and hope theres a miracle to cure you . Please take care and big hugs for you ....xxxx
cortexforce (22 months ago | reply)
Awesome shot! :) And it's simply amazing considering the background story...!!!!!
Mr Mintoo (22 months ago | reply)
Great pic ... Love it.
{e u g e n e} (22 months ago | reply)
Your pic made me laugh but when I read the note it made me stop. Life must move on anyway, may the force be with you!
Yass León ♥ GiraLuna (22 months ago | reply)
sooo cooL!