[Blind] in a clOset's photostream

Hello this is Yousuf, studying pharmacy at North South University. I love mountain, cycling, lonely street, listening to progressive rock | progressive metal | art rock | alternative rock | psychedelic rock and progressive death metal.

I can't actually recall the exact time from where i started loving photography, all i can remember is a little boy running with a slr at matiranga[not to confuse with rangamati] and the sweet sound "click" "click" "click". Yes my father was also fanatic about. I used his YASHICA FX-3 super along with YASHICA ML 50 1:2 for the first time when i was 7/8 at Kaptai[of course i am terrible at remembering but i can't forget it either]. I have had an extraordinary life But somehow I got struck , lost everything in a race. I wish i were not this blind. I found that there's a sharp line between being blind to everything you do and you know everything yet you are blind somehow. And you can never define this insensible pain but to follow. I have never been in an ungrateful race, never i want to. I never believed in revenge, i prefer making things clear then its you against your conscience to decide. I was an addict, for something precious. I realized metropolis is a hard sun, i've surrendered | Depleted the identity | self-motivation seems to be a fairytale at once and i see myself perish every now and then .. .

this glass prison is a friend that never lies, it never lies.
I have a soft corner for film photography, at the same time i love black and white photograph and i am also addicted to grain these days.
An extremely lazy at uploading ! Currently using Canon 50D.