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Konnichiwa, me llamo Bahar. I am made of two languages crashing into each other, fighting for domination and never winning. I am made of riffs, beats and words. I don't scream, silent protest is more my kind of thing. I cipher my emotions and thoughts into stories and make the world read them so they can understand me. Some people almost deciphered me but no one has managed to do it completely. Not yet. Maybe in the future. I can't take my eyes off the Aquamarine, I am surrounded by Aquamarine. I am a nether nova. I find tranquility in dark things and I wish at night. Deviantly sharing my thoughts with people, I enjoy to confuse the hell out of people. Cryptic as I can get, I am always behind words, not faces. I haven't been through a tragedy, thankfully, but I enjoy to be a tragedy sometimes with my friends Jack and Johnny. I was the kid who got mocked at the garden party in 6th grade because I swing back and forth between being on top of the world and wanting to disappear so I don't disturb Earth's grace with my unbearably disgraceful self. Only sometimes. I am not a prodigy, yet I still I try my best to make my parents proud. I believe everything is solid and also everchanging. Textbooks and obligations try to put me in a cage but I refuse to, I always will refuse to. Should any of you attempt to dampen my spirits, I'll fight back the best I can because I know my life is worth it. I am worth it and no, this is not a Loreal commercial. Small things make me happy; a word, a handshake, a smile at the sunset and a child's breath at the sunrise. Insanity's crescendo.

Knock before you walk into my life so I can put up my perfectly aligned mask of curves, rectangles and unnecessary shapes. Life for me is nothing but a mess of thoughts and songs. Inhale a song, exhale a story, this is my life.

Get to know me if you dare.