I run with scissors...


I welcome you to my world with these words I have stolen from Leonard Cohen,

I was lost/ when I met you on the road/ to Larissa/ the straight road between the cedars
You thought/ I was a man of roads/ and you loved me for being such a man/ I was not such a man
I was lost when/ I met you on the road/ to Larissa

Think about these words as they will help you to understand both my sight and my failings.

Peace


For all of you I wish you health and laughter, safe travels and mad love.




Photographs

Pictures of Portugal and soft Key West nights,
the blue of the water that just matched your eyes.
The house by the bay where we lived those three years
and that cat that we had, there was a picture of him,
sitting out on the seawall with the tide fully in.
Looking out at the water as if wishing to swim.

I remember the longing that he and I had,
him just to wander and me to hold tight.
I lost him that day when the tide was far out
he was hunting for crabs where the water just touched
but the storm came too quick and he couldn't get away.
I found his wet body the very next day.

With you it was different, a gradual thing,
one day I looked up and nothing was there.
As I look at these pictures I find nothing of you,
not even a body washed up on the shore,
Just me and the cat and the house by the bay.

ssg 5/03

On Seeing Martha Naked for the First Time

I remembered to call
but you forgot to answer
so I took the dress you left
hanging in my closet
and beat the shit out of it

and than set it on fire
and watched the sparks
dance upon the night.

ssg 12-05


Conversations with Heather in August after sundown


You talked about god
while the fireflies
wrote dirty words
in the honeysuckle.

You said he would provide
and I wondered why he was a he?

I see god as a
trans-gendered drag queen
who wears fruit for hats.

~a lot of apples and some pears~

But that might explain my current
inability to pick any
winning lotto numbers.

Maybe I will go to church
this Sunday and
drop a few bucks in the plate.

Maybe she will throw me a bone.


ssg 12-05


jesus lied to me

mom and jesus
didn't say that
love would hurt me
quite this way
when you got up
and went away

ssg 11/04


To kim from PA. on the anniversary of mother’s day


you left me in a swarm of confusion
on mother’s day
right before the cherry blossoms
were to bloom

Saying that he needed his wife

pregnant somebody said

a couple of years later

In passing

eight years and that hadn't happened
but mine swam well

better than most I think

find me

for I don't want my sons to ever
fuck their half sister

even by mistake

ssg 1-06


To Sara in Vermont in the Winter


I have known too many pretty women
to be dazzled by you

the shine of your hair and the
color of your eyes

lips that linger in my memory
long after the substance
has gone

I remember others who
escaped after resting
awhile and drinking
from the clay cup
that once was the holy grail.

healed and no longer
in need

at least I still have the
scars from your nails
down my back
that still seep each Tuesday


ssg 1-06







I want one more climb... one more race before the wind...one more trip around the world and one more leap into the void mindless of the risk or the potential.

I require one more journey down the glory road and one dragon to slay and one more damsel to save.


I have celebtated the 42th anniversity of my 18th birthday for those who might wonder.

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    Jakes_World says:

    "steve is more man than should be allowed in this place. He makes my blood boil and my body shiver - but in the good way. Amazingly enough , he also uses a camera quite well. Just an added bonus."

    10th December, 2009

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    mr peanut says:

    "hello"

    8th December, 2009

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    sandelion says:

    "I do believe Steve was the first person to flirt with me on Flickr, and for that he will always hold a special place in my heart.

    His photography is amazing, his passion unparalled, and his life experiences unique. All around, Steve is one hell of a guy."

    8th December, 2009

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    @me&you says:

    "Just look at Steve`s photo`s and you will know that he is passionate...an artist and I think deep inside he has a heart of gold ...you can not be this good and not have a heart ,but I hope he sees this the way I mean it ...and know I mean what I say !!!"

    24th July, 2008

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    where's charlie? says:

    "Steve is a nasty piece of work; vengeful, disturbing and nasty.. did I say nasty cos he's really nasty. He can bang on about how he has lots of young girlfriends and that his "art" is gaining acceptance across the east cost or wherever he is from; but it doesn't take anything away from that fact that he's always only ever been nasty to me. Sometimes I try to prod him to get a reaction, but that's not working anymore.

    oh yeah, he takes nice photo's and paints cool pictures. Just don't tell him I said so."

    7th May, 2008

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    Nikita Hengbok says:

    "Great Artist!
    You really have an unique ways in creating your arts.
    greatly enjoyed your works!
    Thanks for sharing!"

    6th May, 2008

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    Theunfamiliarkitten says:

    "Your photography is purely amazing,,"

    4th November, 2007

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    nytram ydnew says:

    "All you need is love, love ;-}"

    8th October, 2007

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    Sadie Shooter says:

    "
    "... We kneel in gratitude
    as the movements in love
    disperse our sweet intentions
    across the fictions
    of Companionship --
    two of the creatures
    which You name Me....""

    30th September, 2007

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    'SeraphimC says:

    "Steve is a poet, a photographer, an artist, and above all a man of uncompromising moral fiber, although what makes up that fiber may surprise you."

    24th August, 2007

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    slowburn♪ says:

    "This man has been a mean piece of work since i first met him on Flickr and got to enjoy his fun banter in DMU, the group for the les miserables of Flickr. He is nasty and paranoid and repelling to others when his mood permits and he's always looking for a fight - it doesn't matter what as long as he can rant and rave and scream.
    He also takes some amazing pictures and I believe his presence makes Flickr a better place. I'm proud to have him as a contact."

    7th August, 2007

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    ☻M€rcỲ☺ says:

    "I love Steve. His dead honesty is something not only refreshing, but something you can depend on. It's awesome to see his photostream grow and see what new things he adds to it. I also love the fact that he stands not only by his convictions, but this is a man that fights for what he believes in.

    Damn I wish he didn't have a girlfriend. The lucky bitch. :("

    21st July, 2007

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    CameraOne says:

    "The theory goes, and I believe it, that the crazier a person is the more talent he/she is capable of. That being said, Steve Gobeil is fucking insane! I have been in complete awe of his work after discovering it only a week ago, especially his mastery of black and white photography. I have worked with black and white film all my life until my recent change to digital so I know what I am talking about when I say that his work is exhibition quality. His work inspires me to go out and be as big of a nutcase as I can with my camera. Steve, thank you so much for sharing your insanity with the rest of us!"

    19th March, 2007

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    hampshiregirl says:

    "I dated steve_gobeil for about seven years, but I found out that he had an affair with Angelina Jolie and I decided to end this thing violently. Not only is steve_gobeil handsome as hell, he is a talented photographer too. Gobeil is the kind of guy that every woman would die for!!! Irresistible! And he looks like Jesus!!!"

    4th March, 2007

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    o! patric says:

    "steve_gobeil. wonderful guy. amazing artist. steve will always be around to remind us that digital b&w is nothing more than anal leakage. And for that, I am grateful."

    3rd March, 2007

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    HE∀THCLIFF 'N C∀THY says:

    "we really enjoy steve_'s acerbic wit, and also that he posts about as many photos to the DMU pool as we do. That's why, twats that we are, we think the world of him. Plus that fun day when we teamed up with him to poke a DMU troll. Good times.... good times."

    3rd March, 2007

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    01101001 01100001 01101110 says:

    "Its a little known fact that Steve was the first drummer for the Rolling Stones. He gave that life up to study embroidery, some of his work has been sold for over $1000000 to the artist formally known as prince, but Steve gave all the money to charity..what a guy"

    3rd March, 2007

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    hellophotokitty says:

    "Steve is the man in the corner of your eye, the whisper of a sound of movement passing, the fly on the wall, the view from the other side.

    I love getting lost in his visions - there is darkness, lots of it, but deep in between the 7 zones from perfect white to absolute black are so many mysterious stories waiting to be told."

    30th December, 2006

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    beebo wallace says:

    "By far the nicest guy on Flickr!"

    29th December, 2006

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    Pacdog says:

    "Steve is like the Father I never had.."

    10th December, 2006

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    betsymartian says:

    "Steve's great."

    29th October, 2006

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    andertho says:

    "I can't believe that it took me this long to write a testimonial for Steve.

    Steve Gobeil is one of the few people on flickr who truly deserves the label "artist".

    HIs work is beautiful and thought-provoking. He creates things that cause you to linger -- his work is sublime and one must study it to appreciate its depth.

    That plus he's funny as hell and has a great perspective on life.

    Enjoy."

    28th October, 2006

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    Tanika says:

    "He's cute, he's hairy and he's one hell of a lover. Steve Gobeil ROCKED my world!"

    3rd October, 2006

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    DaPhranksta says:

    "He thinks a lot. And takes pictures. Then he shares both his thoughts and pictures with the rest of us.

    Truly a part of Flickr that makes this an addiction ;)"

    4th July, 2006

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    Nuggets Mahoney says:

    "Steve Gobeil is one of the most extraordinary artists on Flickr.

    His post-processing work is sublime and beautiful. I encourage you to look through his entire collection.

    Sincerely,
    Nuggets"

    27th May, 2006

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    maddog. says:

    "Aside from being a pretty damn good photographer, Steve built the Eiffel Tower for BT many years back and is capable of roundhouse kicking ol' Chuck Norris about at will.
    His online battle tactics are monolithic and vastly entertaining."

    19th June, 2006

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    revertebrate says:

    "Steve Gobeil is a genius with black & white film photography. I was going to write a delightfully cheeky testimonial, but instead, I will say "wow", check out that photostream. It's a privilege not to be missed.

    P.S. He has a huge collection of flora-porn. I know this because I supplied the man with a series of naughtly little tiger lilies and dew dropped daffodils just last week...His biggest kink? Macros of pollen covered stamens with honeybees on them!"

    22nd May, 2006

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    París says:

    "Tennis is hot..."

    7th March, 2006

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    ♥ shhexycorin ♥ says:

    "Steve Gobeil makes my panties moist.

    They're soaking, I'd better take them off."

    25th April, 2006

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    ...justRebecca says:

    "Steve is this amazing photographerartistwriterman that I totally dig in a big way...
    What a story his pictures tell!
    What a journey we take just by stopping in.
    I am grateful to know such a talented, genuine, generous guy ...
    even if just through cyberspace! :)"

    7th March, 2006

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    spatulated says:

    "ultra contrasty ultra cool.

    he may seem rough, but he is just a big teddy bear."

    13th February, 2006

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    sunburnsideup says:

    "Steve's portraits capture a sort of humanity that warms me up when I'm feeling removed and cold like leftover jelly. Even his photographs of inanimate objects have a certain aliveness and personality to them. Not to mention, I appreciate an artist who has a sense of humor, a way with words, which Steve certainly does."

    18th November, 2005

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    "Anthony Posey "SIR: Poseyal : Desposyni says:

    "some of my favorite portraits , they have such soul such heart such truth"

    9th October, 2005

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    brendadada says:

    "Steve's black and white shots are teaching me things about using film that I didn't even know existed. The depth in these shots, both technically and emotionally, is astonishing."

    2nd October, 2005

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    hopenharmony says:

    "I met Steve a couple months ago when I first started on Flickr (under another screen name which got terminated by Flickr for a stupid reason - but thats besides the point). I'm not sure how he found me or how I found him but our online friendship was great. We even exchanged a few emails off of Flickr. When I signed up again under this new screen name I was very upset because it was not a pro account and for this reason i could not post as many photo's as I had goten used to posting. In less than 60 photos I had used up my free account alloted space! In the meantime Steve emailed me saying welcome back and I had been missed. Out of the blue he purchased me a pro account today!!! I guess I've learned from this experience that Flickr is not only a place for posting your photo's but its also a place to meet great friends. Even if I never make another friend on here, I have Steve and he is truly a friend and a blessing in my life. Thank you Steve from the bottom of my heart. What you didnt know id that my grandfather passed away in January 2005. He was a professional photographer and tried for years to get me interested - I wasn't until just before his death. The photos I took, although different from his style, he thought were great. Photography has now become a way of life for me and I love being able to post them for others to see. Now if only I could get anew camera, mine broke and I am borrowing a friends right now, lol :-) Thanks for helping me and being a wonderful caring and compassionate friend!!"

    21st August, 2005

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    BillyWarhol says:

    "god i'm almost crying after reading yer profile thingy*

    i can relate to the lost love dealio*

    the irony here is Steve's fabulous photos & art make me really happy & i always smile when i run into him on Flickr!!*

    ;))

    Steve is one o da good peeps on Flickr*

    his recent Art/Photos are amazing!!*

    & he has an eye for gorgeous girls!!*

    an incredibly wide-range of awesome photos & one of THEE nicest most down-to-earth people u'll meet on flickr!!*


    Cheers Steve!! Billy Warhol ;))"

    4th August, 2005

Name:
steve gobeil
Joined:
June 2005
Hometown:
Washington DC
Currently:
Cumberland, Maryland, USA
I am:
Male and Taken
Occupation:
Student/artist