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"we cant breathe. its getting colder in the heart of this city. these are the reasons we have to leave. take it in. is desperation so god damn pretty? if we dont leave everything behind this place is going to bury us alive. hold this town in your heart and it will rot you from the inside out. were all scared by the small town disease, a black hold leaving us empty on those abandoned streets. it was colder then. (well fuck back then) hold this town in your heart and it will rot you from the inside out. this is the town where we just cant seem to ever leave. these open fields are an easy bed to lay dow nand in die. this small town looks like a cemetery skyline. creeping taller one shattered dream. we cant breathe. everything is falling apart across the county line and you can feel your heart start breaking."

"I hate this city. Look at what it’s done to you. I fucking hate what you turned into. There’s nothing left, there’s nothing left of what you used to be. I can’t believe it’s taken so long to finally realize I’ve been wasting my fucking time. And you’re dead inside. And I can’t get back the one thing, the only thing I ever trusted in this fucking city. And I’m losing track in the blinding light of these city nights of who you used to be. It’s fucking killing me to watch you turn away from everything you loved, from everyone you loved. Hiding your misery, trying to forget what you lost. Pushing back the tears in your eyes. You never said goodbye. What’s left for me to hold onto when I hate this city without you. You left behind everything that meant something real to you. Because you’re feeling alone. And you can’t live with the pain. Trying to let go of your regrets, but your making the same mistakes. This is the city that drowned you in misery. And it washed your heart away with the rain. I’ve tried to let go, held my breath for the weather to change. But warmer nights never fucking came. I can’t take these moments back, fought so hard to change your mind. I’m sorry, I’m sorry it wasn’t enough for you. You’re running away from every mistake and every promise you’ve ever made. You’re forgetting what you loved. Never forget what you loved."

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    patcy86 says:

    "Ryan is the man, he has a hairy tummy, hes not that in love with that girl who doesnt love him becuase we try to pick up girls all the time. He has mad steez up the hizzie fo shizzie"

    4th August, 2007

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