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I'm Lix, 18 years old, living in Spain and shooting horses with a Canon EOS 450D.

I'm scared to do most of the things I want to do in life, and I'm afraid of never doing them. Usually at the same time. I freak out before I go to sleep and have forgotten about it in the morning. Rain is the best thing in the world and sunny days put me in a grumpy mood – and I even have an explanation for it: sunlight doesn't illuminate as much as it blinds you and blends you with your environment, and I enjoy feeling like I still exist, thank you very much.

I spend most of my time watching movies (and listing them and reviewing them), thinking about writing, outlining stories and characters in my head, thinking about writing, wondering which project to work on and eventually giving up and watching a movie.

I feel hypocritical when I call myself an amateur writer, but hey, I do have over 50,000 words of a novel to read and continue, have written several dozens of poems in the past two years and I'm 40 pages into a script, so I suppose not all hope is lost.

Photography (or attempting at it, since my technical knowledge is somewhere around zero) is what I do to forgive myself for my lack of drawing/painting skills.